It's shouldn't take this ( Read more... )

Oh the silent treatment - are you five?

Okay - so my mom is ridiculous. She totally freaked out on me today - we had this guy from Union Gas in to fix our heater and she like grabs my hand and pulls me into the big room in the basement - I totaly she was going to say he did something creepy and weird so I was hard-core startled - then she asks me to clean the room up in this really baby- ( Read more... )

Okay, so it's wednesday and wednesday officially means that I only have two exams left to write. One today at 12:00 and one tomorrow at the same time. I'm totally going to blow todays. It's going to suck HUGE! I've been studying for it for four days and I'm getting no where. I have to do well too or I'm going to get a bad mark - my GA was a prick ( Read more... )

So I started this work book today.
It's pretty hardcore.
I did a lot of self-evaluation and cried quite a bit. It's pretty profound when you really decide to deal with the crap in your life and admit to things that you know are there. I've only done a chapter and wow - its terrifying but so fufilling. 
I'm supposed to share what I wrote to somone - ( Read more... )

As each day ends ( Read more... )

It's beginning
The burning coal in the pit of my stomache.
It's heaping on flames
And causing my nasuea.
I'm memorizing every line,
Every contour.
I'm dreaming big to keep from fearing the worst.
I'm grasping at the hopeful future
As reality is full of more than bleak potential.
And oh say you'll miss me,
Maybe I'll believe you.
And oh say you'll love me
And ( Read more... )

Do you ever question what has always been good, just because someone you trust makes stupid comments?
Brothers can be upsetting.

And oh say you'll miss me
One last time
And I'll be strong
Whatever you do
Please don't get me rescued

You make me out to be ( Read more... )