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[__curfew]

i really dont know how to express what i feel... but i'll try anyway.

i hate that once i left middle school everything changed. my friends, my habits, my physical appearance. i hate that everything is so different now. i thought that when you were in highschool you were supposed to find what you are. but i haven't. i'm completely lost and i know

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[___profanity]

i just read all of that and i all i can say to it is i know exactly how you feel. i understand if you want to leave granada, i do too. it doesn't feel like highschool..it just feels like CHANGE. i hate granada. and the people in it (with a few exceptions).
feel better
♥

[anonymous]

it doesnt matter how long people have known each other; its the quality of the relationship that counts. hopefully you arent concious of your actions, but the things you do put people off. you talk shit, flake off, use people. you lie and beg and whine. i know its harsh but its the truth. i know thats not how it is all the time, but you show your bad traits way too often. you are never sincere, completely boy crazed, and you never have your priorities straight. you are too worried about fitting in and trying to make people like you. but the fact is, you cant. if your persona has a bad effect on people, which it usually does, you cant just change and hope that they like you better. dont be so superficial. calm down, stop with the boys, and try not to give off that whole slutwhore vibe. first impressions are tough to change. changing schools isnt going to help. the school doesnt need to change. you do.

im not doing this to be hurtful .. even if it stings, its meant to help. im sorry if it sounds cruel but the truth can hurt.

[__curfew]

thanks. i needed a reality check

[seaweed_]

loren...that was deep and props for admitting that you have done something(s) bad and messed up BIG TIME and need to change. thats the best part of life....when u can admitt that u fucked up and then try to pick urself up again!!!!
♥ janelle ♥

ps. "even when ur falling, ur still moving foward" -mZ. Rose

[mister_pink_]

Wait, so what happend?

[kiwibumbum]

imagine how i feel- i rarely speak with (my former i guess) best friends, and i know this is as much my mistake as anyone else's. i miss you loren, but im glad you realize your mistakes. in some ways i agree with anonymous on this... some things you do can put people off. you need to stay true to who you USED to be. don't let all of this pressure get to you. and remember im still here.

[kiwibumbum]

if we wanted to know how you feel we'd read YOUR lj. that one was for you loren :)

[kiwibumbum]

if we wanted to know how you feel we'd read YOUR lj. that one was for you loren :)