love of my life
anonymous
April 27 2004, 11:52:43 UTC
You can always tell me anything.....even if you think I have too many problems already. I hope I didn't make you think otherwise. You know what I think and I hope you believe it, because it was the truth. I wish you could have your last summer back because that seems like it would make you very happy. >
I'm going to be honest. I don't think movie best friends exist. In the sense that you tell them everything. I do think, however, that best friends exist in the sense that they can tell most things about you, even when you don't tell them . . . and that it's okay to feel uncomfortable around them if you're talking about something like that. So yeah. I don't know. I hope you find what you're looking for.
And I'm sorry that your summer was gone. It seemed wicked awesome - and I don't know . . . I guess I've never experienced that close of a bond with more than one person. It seems like it'd be wonderful. And I don't know if it's better to experience it for a short time and feel the pain after it's gone, or to feel the pain of not having it at all. I don't know. I'm prolly being confusing. I'll stop.
Like I've said I think that movie best friends should exist. I think that would be the best thing in the world. If everyone had a best friend like that think how easier some things could be.
I don't know which would be better either. That's a real tough one to think about.
i miss last summer too. :'( , really though. if you feel like it i can ramble about what i feel like, but i don't know if you'd feel like listening. i don't think i have very interesting things about me that people should understand, or that im hard to understand in the first place. but maybe i am. i dont know. i think if i have some free time i'll call you.. because lately i don't talk to you outside of school very much, and it makes me sad. sometimes i feel like i'm annoying, but i'll try not to be. and i'm not not seeing you this summer, because i only saw you at the beggining of the vacation with danielle and such and i don't want the whole summer to be like that. i think movie best friends do exist. i dont know the circumstances but i believe they do. that would be nice to be able to have no secrets with someone. you can talk to me if you'd like, i hope you knew that. but i'm probably not the person you would think of talking to when you felt like it. but thats okay.
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And I'm sorry that your summer was gone. It seemed wicked awesome - and I don't know . . . I guess I've never experienced that close of a bond with more than one person. It seems like it'd be wonderful. And I don't know if it's better to experience it for a short time and feel the pain after it's gone, or to feel the pain of not having it at all. I don't know. I'm prolly being confusing. I'll stop.
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I don't know which would be better either. That's a real tough one to think about.
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if you feel like it i can ramble about what i feel like, but i don't know if you'd feel like listening. i don't think i have very interesting things about me that people should understand, or that im hard to understand in the first place. but maybe i am. i dont know.
i think if i have some free time i'll call you.. because lately i don't talk to you outside of school very much, and it makes me sad. sometimes i feel like i'm annoying, but i'll try not to be. and i'm not not seeing you this summer, because i only saw you at the beggining of the vacation with danielle and such and i don't want the whole summer to be like that. i think movie best friends do exist. i dont know the circumstances but i believe they do. that would be nice to be able to have no secrets with someone. you can talk to me if you'd like, i hope you knew that. but i'm probably not the person you would think of talking to when you felt like it. but thats okay.
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That'd be a nice call.
I think that movie best friends should exist if they don't.
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