im always very unsure about what my future will bring. time can only tell but I just seem to change my mind a lot in regards to what I want.

I want to travel and see the world

okay, so it has been awhile ( Read more... )

after I continued on this long rant, I got my acceptance letter to FIT.  holller..  that's where im going. mama sent the deposit in. 

slides im sending into pratt, and for scholarships for sva



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Medium format printing.. cha CHING.

I hate christmas
slash everything

I know this sounds weird, but I want to do something for ME.  I haven't done anything for me in a really long time, I don't have time to breathe.  its work work work, variety variety show.  im exhasuted phyiscally and I don't relaly know howmuch longer I can carry on doing this.  i ( Read more... )

I cant get out of my moods

 today I am sad.

I dont know if this is known, but I am a huge diane arbus fan.  i'm reading the biography right now and its just, amazing.  its disturbing,  its beautiful.  I dont even know what to say.  she had a prescence that was captivating... which is very corny.  but she isthe most fascinating person i have ever read up on.  I hope when I die someone ( Read more... )

 so my portfolio was accepted at SVA, which basically means I got in(the guy told me) and because my gpa is good.  so thats EXCITING! i got into college! finally!  I had my interview at FIT, and like it wasnt bad at all.  i was so nervous.  he didnt even really ask me any questions, we just talked about color printing.  he told me i wouldnt have ( Read more... )

a week  and two days!!!!!!!!!!!11 ive been waiting for this since forevvvvvvs