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[___still]

And the time slips through these fingertips. I don’t quite understand why you decided to leave. Maybe, I don’t want to decode the quick actions of someone that use to tell me everything. No secret messages between the sheets, no bitter words thrown. So I find it kind of silly that I keep track of your absents on this little dog-eared calendar with

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[luminous_cacoon]

ive moved aswell.
still in arizona.
where i live however,
no phone. but youll hear
from me soon. yeah?
i hope shits goin
alright in your worlds
faith, sincerely.
-jl.

[___still]

I noticed no phone on your end.
I called your cell number and a Jeff
answered, I sighed. How is your mom?

[luminous_cacoon]

shes dying of some blood disease.
im going to go back to
havasu to
visit her soon.
i wonder how jeff is feelin
newly inheriting my number and all.
ill call you from
a payphone
when i have money, are you gold?

[___still]

Honestly as much as
I want to see you in the
flesh alive I have wanted
to meet your mother.
How close to death is
she? I will come there
to see you both? You
will bring her here, she
can have some of my blood?
Wishful thinking and
not even a wish really.
Jeff seemed to be fine
when I called, but I wish
it was you who answered.
I will send you my pocket change to
call me from a pay phone...
You do have an address right?

another day.

[luminous_cacoon]

well, im out of a living space again.
my roommate told me to kick rocks,
so i dont have an adress anymore.
but i did find someones calling card
the other day, so ill call. you got it.
-jl.

ticktock/monthyear.

[luminous_cacoon]

sorry i didnt call you back tonight.
any particular time tomorrow i should?
any time? all time?

-jl.

[volatilefuck]

my balls still smell.
i eat animals,and i no longer smell like shit.