alright..

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i think its really messed up that my "best friends" talk trash about me just because ive decided not to drink anymore. i figured my friends would be the people lifting me up and supporting my decisions, not bringing me down and telling me how bad of a person i am. im 18 years old and im filled with so much hate and bitterness. im too young to feel

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[johnnyrad]

you are AMAZING! i didn't even know i still had a livejournal but here i am, telling you, that not drinking is perfectly fine.

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=] i love you, johnny.

[monstroshitty]

I quit drinking and smoking.
Hangout with me!

I miss you.

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oh my lawddd, call me and i'll hang! i miss you more!

[captains_eject]

i went through all this. why do you think i don't talk with lauren anymore? she just became a zombie. it becomes repetitive and eats away at you. it starts to be something you do to feel numb rather that to feel happy. good luck, and i hope it all works out for you, courtney.

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its already working out..i havent drank in a week and im quitting smoking and i already feel better. ive hung out with old old oldddd friends and just sat around at a park and talked for hours and had more fun than i could imagine. everyone is mad at me and thinks im ditching them but im not, i just cant be around alcohol.

[karababy]

good decision. or atleast i think so! anyone who isn't your friend (or isn't supportive of whats best for you) because of that choice was never your friend to begin with. just stay strong. you can do it!

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thanks. =]
im learning that, right now.