whats the purpose of living?

[___outofcontrol]

wow. so its been kinda weird lately..i've been "out of it" not quite all there, and why i do not know! like things i do will feel like distant memories the next day and i keep asking myself that if things that happen really did happen or with my dreams i wonder if ppl really said the things they did to me or did i really dream? hard to explain but

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[malfunctions]

omg, i get that feeling alot, like i dont rememebr if i was dreaming or if it was real! and i dont wanna say anythign becasue i mean what if i was dreaming?! lol..
and this one time i had a dream or it was real.. dont remember..
but anyways, and it was that i went to school with no shoes on!

hmm..

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[___outofcontrol]

yeah i get this alot too its soo weird...haha yeah i dont wanna say anthing either lol...hmm thats pretty funny...going to school w/o shoes haha hmm...seems like a question u'll never get an answer too haha add me and ill add u!

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[malfunctions]

kk, i was gunna say that in my reply to you reply to mine!! but im adding you now! =)

and yes, i always wonder if i did go to school without shoes or if it was a dream, and this happend along time ago, but i still remember, but i constantly have those real dreams or those dream days!

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[___outofcontrol]

kk schweeet! :) yeaah its so weird kinda creepy!

[megslegs]

hahaha i SOOOO know what u mean. Ur not alone hun. I've been like that a lot here lately too but noewim gettimng back to normal. For instance. that night i went to that party with u and i got ur, andrews, and kristina's number i had to check my phone th next morning to see if it really happened. I was like did i go to a party lastnight? Did alyssa give me a ride home? Were paulins and andrew the ones making out? Did i meet a bunch of new people? AND was i dancing on the table? And that was no hang over.... iw as just like that for like a whole two weeks. ANd about the life thing, ive been thinking about that a lot lately too. We live to die so here lately ive been taking risks that id ussually never take. I odnt want to die with a list of things i wish i did when i had the chance. I wanna LIVE while i can. smooches!

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[___outofcontrol]

yeeah its to fucking weird...the one thing thats really weird tho is that i dont even wanna party anymore its overrated! haha thats funny! yeah its kinda weird when u dont know what happen and what didnt! yeaah lately i havent been taking risks tho..ive been kinda more careful! weird...and im not very social anymore well atleast not for the past week ive been very quiet...luv ya muah!

[heybigspender4]

i hate that. when u think of ur life in like another perspective or w/e. and u just feel weird and distant. things will get better babe <3

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[___outofcontrol]

mmmhmm! yeah hopefully...and i want his damn cough to go away!

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[heybigspender4]

hahahaha :).

nice icon pic. its cute :)

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[___outofcontrol]

hehe thaaaanks! i made two new ones! :)