I have too many people I need to see and hangout with before I leave.
Hopefully I will manage to handle it all and see all the pretty people I want before I disappear for the whole summer.

Yesterday was a good time with my good old friend grace.
And it ended perfectly with us seeing three boys in a parking lot that I had missed very much.

summer's been good, summer seems short.
kwood was today. southside tomorrow with flordia bitches.
then connecticut on thursday.

i smell bad.

i leave in 20 days.
i dont want to leave like 6 people here.
i like it here, its home.

i just want one more day with him, you know?
i see him in everything i do, and everywhere i go.
i'm pathetic,. i'm terrified i will never find what i had with him.

prom last night was high quality.
dan's party after prom was also high quality.
and staying up with kyle and marie until 6 in the morning, watching the sunrise, on the back porch, also high quality.

Went to Akron yesterday with the boys for their show. I Sat on the floor of the van between seats with couch pillows from jeremey's dungeon. We chased around some geese and ducks, fucked some too. Laura came and we hung out for a good bit, went to the mall for smoothies and then back to the park show. My babe eventually had to leave, but the boys ( Read more... )

asexual.

my head is pounding so hard.
im just waiting for the world to end.

Today was eventful, considering I had my blood drawn and I went to see a doctor about the infamous wisdom teeth ( Read more... )

Some time tonight, will be one year since Joshy died.
What a shitty shitty shitty thing, right.
and im still as shitty and miserable as I was one year ago.