Old time un-wanted feeling at the moment, and I don't like it!

Time flies. It fucking sucks. My last update was in April, and does not even seem like that long ago.. Grrr...

Yesterday I decided 100% that something has to change. So I've been thinking a lot about moving out to the ranch, but I'm not quite sure yet if that would be the smartest move. I know that I would be a whole lot happier getting away from people that make me not so happy, plus I would ride my horse a whole lot more, but I might also lose some of ( Read more... )

I really don't like feeling how I do. I feel way too old for the age I am, I enjoy hanging out with people my mom's age rather than mine just because I'm not interested in most of the stuff people my age are interested in. I'm lonely as hell. I don't get calls to do anything, and don't like calling people myself because I always feel like I'm ( Read more... )

Dang, I just went from really pissed off, to really happy, to really sad in like 4.2 seconds. That's a little weird..

Lately, I've been thinking about some things. I'm actually considering college, not because other people want me to, but because I want to. I still have no idea what I want to go for, but I do want to go. Also, I've been thinking that I need new scenery. I'm not sure if it will be something permanent, or when it will be but I want to get out of ( Read more... )

I am not satisfied with life.

So, here's how it works ( Read more... )

If Elvis were still alive, do you think he'd still be making music?

So, I guess my dog had a stroke or something, and he can't walk now. My mom's talking about putting him to sleep, and I really don't want that to happen, but I think it's going to. He's not doing good at all...