everything that kept me together is falling apart

[___chartreusion]

what i really hate is that every single hour that passes by is agony because it's another hour farther away from the last time i saw rachel. everything i do feels wrong, i don't feel like a whole person. i don't feel like a real person. i dread going back to regular life because that will make this entire nightmare feel real

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[mrwallrushatesu]

There is nothing anyone can say to take a feeling like this one away
but i know how fierce it is at first and I'd like to say it gets better
but i don't know
all i know is when you reach for her you'll feel it
when you stare up at the night sky feeling so alone
you are not.

[___chartreusion]

thank you.