i have no REAL friends in washington.

khdfsdkf i hate hate hate the state of washignton

i feel as if i have no friends that i can count on here.

and like i have no one to talk to .

ive never felt so alone.

and i hope no one ever has to feel like this.

in arizona i have everything i would ever need besides a house.

i keep thinking about this shit and i keep breaking down and crying

i ( Read more... )

i wonder if the people at ckhighschool think i like to look shitty. or if they think i just look liek this all the time ( Read more... )

im going to be getting a job at badabooom-badabing pizzza not only the best pizza place but its in BREMERTON.
so im going to be like " mom your gonna be driving me to bremerton everyday anyways LET ME GO TO BHS!!!!"
my mom gets paid tuesday so.. SHE BUYS MY TICKET TUESDAY .
so things are sortof looking up.
uhm i decided im done with other drugs. ( Read more... )

i hate living 2 different lifes ( Read more... )

why am i such a fuck up.
why do i do this stuff to myself.

i stayed home today to finish up my work for english and then ill be going to ck high probably monday ( Read more... )

friday night i cant really remember. saturday night me lauren kelsi and amanda went to chris wannebos party where i beer bonged like 8-9 beers. MYFAVORITE. lol and then i smoked out of an appple, which i had never done that before so thats one more thing to add to my list, and it hit pretty good. uhm so we left wannebos and i guess i was the one ( Read more... )

i just want to smoke a ciggarette right now
and then go smoke some weed
and then drink a sparks.
ive got the best life right/
i swear its fun.

so i could be going to arizona this weekend, my mom leaves tonight but i decided to wait until thanksgiving because
1. im sick
2. i need to work out or something before i go down there
3. TEGAN&SARA
4. id only be there one day

now i have to tell jamie i dont want to come? perfect.

i want a boyfriend REALLY bad.