i've spent 36 hours with mam.
i haven't hurt anybody yet.
i'm so proud of myself.

i bought two new CDs today ::grins::.

i'm doing crazy make-up right now.

family barbeque at the dasilva's tonight - party! i love food.

wahoo
homocidal-26-yr-old-men-drama
rye-brook-girl-drama
aging transvestites
sexy sexy teenagers
conversations about coke and ecstasy
4 hours of sleep
lots of smoke and cigarettes
lots of kissing random boys?
lots of dancing
lots of fun

i love sarah.
(her friends are really cool, too.)

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i went from having a slight sore throat to having a really bad cold in like 12 hours.
yum.
oh and i'm pretty behind on work still. fuckkk.

today was so happy. it shouldn't have been, but it was. why? because i got to spend time with the girls i love.

true story.

weird ass night ( Read more... )

he's home
but i'm not as excited as i thought i would be

the moment he gets home he fucking throws a hissy fit

ughhh a-school fair tomorrow and saturday. it's raping my weekend.

!!!!!!!
???????
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it's so weird not having lacrosse anymore. it ended so abruptly. i'll miss you lax girls! actually, we didn't really bond at all. shame ( Read more... )

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it's funny, because the act that represents the will and the hate, for me brought on the will and the hate...and the guilt. it's so backwards. and i love irony.
fuck no i hate it.