FINALS ARE FINALLY OVER! so now i can sit back, relax & enjoy the summer. well sometimes, it doesn't feel like summer..like in the morning, the sun isn't really shiny and it's all groggy. it isn't all that great; but i can't wait until i get to revisit california last week of august..so far, the only things that are keeping me stable are shows, ( Read more... )

this past week has been hectic. i've had to go through a lot of stress and reassurance that i would be able to pass my finals. yes i worry, even though i'm so called smart. because i get lazy..and i slack off and don't feel like studying. i mean, like other people, i don't care as much as finals, i don't care about my grades anymore. but at least ( Read more... )

i haven't been updating, since there has been nothing of importance lately. just a few thoughts running through my head, but i can't really get into detail here. i'm pretty creeped out at this point. so i'll update sometime this week, if i'm not busy. i can't make deals, but i'll try. i mean it's finals week..and my showsss, oh man. my first one in ( Read more... )

society is just corrupted today..i mean all around, you see that american idol just takes over our youth with how many millions of viewers? about 13 or some shit. BUT WHO THE FUCK CARES. people are also concentrated on other things, too like whether or not they'll be able to feed their family and stuff like that. but no, we have to worry about who' ( Read more... )

isn't it funny how things work out? like the ones you need, they don't know you're actually there. you could fake how you feel because words and excuses will always charade you from the rest of the world and its people. because you're trying to prevent them from knowing the exact way you feel. you're wearing a mask to decieve them to prevent future ( Read more... )

i'm being overwhelmed with finals (june4-june11, i believe), but this time, i can't slack off because of course, i do need good grades. i mean, i've been hiding my report cards from my mom, which is pretty bad, but she hasn't noticed anything about it. i also have the damn bio regents june18. hmm, just my luck, all of my shows are before the ( Read more... )

for the fuck of it, just do it ( Read more... )

let's cut this tension with a KNIFE.

THANKS FOR ALL THOSE COMMENTS ON THE LAST ENTRY, guys!!
hmm okay, it doesnt matter.

today was pretty good, besides the fact that i was feeling down because of a particular boy. i seem to do so much for him, but in return, i get nada. zilch. nothing. and i'm not even bothering him about it because it'll just ( Read more... )

"i guess you are wondering if i write about you in here or why or whatever questions you ask to make yourself look cute (andyouare). you don't know how much i'd love to name names. sometimes it gets me through the day just knowing you are going to read this. please dont/just give up on me. my insides have just becomes a joke and i'm just dying for ( Read more... )

got northstar's pollyanna cd on saturday. it's pretty damn good. other than that, nothing's been happening.

spill&listen. spill&listen.
i think it's a routine.i want to be more to him, but there's nothing left i can do ( Read more... )