I have always been a Laugher, disturbing people who are not laughers, upsetting whole audiences at theatres... I laugh, that's all. I love to laugh. Laugher to me is being alive. I have had rotten times, and I have laughed through them. Even in the midst of the very worst times I have laughed.

i cannot wait until august 2009.
and when i say i cannot wait, i mean i really don't know how i'm going to make it until then.

1224 Frye is gonna be the shit.

i am broken.

i think the big man upstairs is finally giving me a break

this was my favorite song when i was 4.
i used to dance around my living room in a ballerina costume
and though the song is still one of my favorites, and life is still beautiful; i wish it were still that easy.
the John Mayer version is incredible.

Shes a good girl, loves her mama
Loves jesus and america too
Shes a good girl, crazy bout elvis
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"It made her wonder if you could know a person only at a single moment in time,
because a year from now or a day from now, he might be different."

PS: this is the funniest shit ever.
http://youtube.com/watch?v=5wLIfVZn9Og

she's not like that now. she knows
better. she knows now that people lie
& promises can be broken as quick as they
are made. she understands that she might
never be loved & too quickly, good
things fly in front of your eyes before
you can reach out & grab them. she
knows that you can't change or help
time, so every now & then, it'll just run out.
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strive for success, but do not fear failure.

that was the last sentence in my horoscope for today...

ps: i met a boy & i saw a shooting star when i was driving home last night. crazy.

so i'm reading this book, and i came across this part that totally fits.

"For a month after Campbell dumped me, i did not get out of bed except when forced to go to mass or to sit at the dinner table. i stopped washing my hair. under my eyes were dark circles. Izzy and i, at very first glance, looked completely different.
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the only thing that carries me from day to day is that split second moment right when you wake up and can't feel or remember anything.
i live for that moment,
if anything.