today was okay. just okay. i'm sure better days will come. i just have to wait ( Read more... )

"learn from your mistakes". and what are you supposed to do if you keep making them over and over and over again? i've never really realized just how fragile trust is. fragile enough to know that once someone betrays you, it's hard to let them back into your heart. rainy days just kind of make me think about things ( Read more... )

the weather is pretty crappy. today is pretty crappy. i am pretty crappy. i had one of those little headaches that are right above one of your eyes that feel as if a little man named carl is inside of your head banging with a hammer all day. all day. no matter how great things seem, it's so hard to shake the feeling of gloom. like in those movies ( Read more... )

"break" was good. it was full of beatings, and the shity, and sleep overs and just being ridiculous (which really means nothing because i'm ridiculous every day). today is cheese day, and we have less than 40 regular days of school left. today is cheese day, and we have less than 40 regular days of school left. got it?
( at the bottom of everything. )

oh noose tied myself in, tied myself too tight ( Read more... )

yesterday was good. after school danielle came over and we went to joshypoo's lacrosse game, which sadly, they lost. afterwards we went to applebee's, and dani bought me dinner. we walked to barnes and noble, ran into gooe and some of his cast and i came home and did homework (but not really cause i fell asleep).
( come on, who DOESN'T love danielle price? )

i've had this song on repeat for like, 2 hours now, and i've decided that if some guy sang it to me, i would melt in my firkentocks. i felt like i was going to vomit this morning, and zulma said i could stay home if i felt really bad, and i shouldn't have gone into school, but i'm a fucking idiot, and went anyway for the second half. it was a ( Read more... )

it was gorgeous out this afternoon. i'll never get tired of talking about the weather. arielle and i went to the park after school to do homework. yeah... we talked about sex for hours. and of course the infamous sehu. oh, and i just took a lot of pictures of her from across the table.  
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if anyone has a copy of the awakening by kate chopin that i can borrow, i would unconditionally love you for the rest of my africanamerican/puertorican/french/italian life. peas?

i don't feel good and i sound like a man. i honestly think i'll throw up if i talk about you one more time.

i just HAD to do this. so i stole it from alex ( Read more... )