i know exactly what you mean. it scares me how relationships with people fade in and out. your livey seems amazing, im adding you. add me back if you like x rene
it's amazing how much memories can hurt. and they always seem to hurt the most when you realize they're not going to happen anymore. change is the worst thing in the world :[
i know you've heard this before, but you really should be a writer. i get lost in your entries as if i'm reading a novel that i can't put down.
Aww, Amanda! Thank you. :D I used to want to be a writer really bad, but I'm too critical of myself. So nothing would ever get published or finished. =\
Then there are the friends that no matter what douche bags they can be, are always around. Even after the fuck up. Example - me. It is sad though. People that you used to be close to and hang out with a lot, you can rarely keep a conversation with if you are talking to him. Things change and friends leave. It really sucks. I'm just glad that through it all, I still have you. You still have Ed. We still all have each other. Let's hang out tonight, cunta-munta.
even you and me were good friends at one point, hardly believable to me sometimes considering the turn that took a year or 2 ago ive no concept of time anymore of what is and was i try to recognize old friends but as you say sometimes its just you look the other way when you pass. the way youve just spoken here is the exact reason i used to turn to you as a friend a few years ago you always know when almost everyone else is just letting it all happen... you are a genious and i miss the old days when we were friends even though you may not and im sure many others dont...
I don't even know how to reply to this (I'm not good with words). Thanks for what you said, though. You were one of the people I had in my head as I was writing that. You were a great friend, and I won't ever forget those days.
i think about that a lot, too. except. you put it into words much more nicely than i ever could have. its painful. especially when your "best friend" of 10 years, your very FIRST friend.. is your one enemy. for no real reason, except that she grew to be "too cool" for you and shut you out and worked to make your life miserable to better her own image.
you know, we should go for coffee or something one day. there are a lot of nice little shops around..
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i know you've heard this before, but you really should be a writer. i get lost in your entries as if i'm reading a novel that i can't put down.
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You'll always me my little RussianIrishItalianPolish lover!
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your old friend,
Matt
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its painful. especially when your "best friend" of 10 years, your very FIRST friend.. is your one enemy. for no real reason, except that she grew to be "too cool" for you and shut you out and worked to make your life miserable to better her own image.
you know, we should go for coffee or something one day. there are a lot of nice little shops around..
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:)
you should meet my friend jill. you'd like her a lot.
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