I saw Donald Arrington today.

[____firefly]

I'm not viewed as a friend or someone to lean on by many people. I'm merely here to talk to. To keep someone company. I'm a space filler.

I'll admit that it hurts, but that's pretty obvious.

I'm so emotional when I can't sleep. I lay in bed for hours waiting to fall asleep, but instead my thoughts attack me. A teacher (ok, a math substitute) once

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I bet my icon makes you smile!

[_lonely_girl_]

I consider you my best friend. You are not a space filler to me. Because if you were, I wouldn't stay on the phone with you when other people want to talk. I love you Sam, and I think you know this. But if you don't, there it is. Why you talk to me is beyond me, but maybe you think I'm good for you.

I said the same thing in school today. I turned to Lauren and said, "I need drugs, right now." Everyone at my table was like what kind? (Not like they have anything) I said that I am at the point where I would honestly do anything. I'm a freak. I want to have new experiences. I feel so shitty lately. ARTIFICAL HAPPINESS ALL THE WAY!

I bet my teachers hate me more. I skipped detention today! :D

Look, I'm rambling. Listen to "Because I got High." It will make you smile, no matter what.

But to make this entry meaningful: forget school, forget people, forget money. I hate money. We need to stop going to school and make our lives meaningful by traveling and loving life.

We're both so happy when summer is around. WHERE IS IT?!??!?

[staccatoxdays]

i'd rather talk to someone that rambles than someone that sat in the corner and twiddled their thumbs. and i consider you a good friend. you are good person and interesting; that is obvious

[anthy]

I'm considered that by all people. Not just most, all. It does hurt like a mother. When I say stuff like that i get bitched at and their like we love you. But does anyone call me on lonely nights?

[miisanthropyx]

mm. well. weve never really even spoken, but i think you're one of the most interesting people ever. the good kind of interesting. haha. i'd very much like to get to know you, you're one of the only people that actually think.
and. the ones who ramble are generally more interesting, to me. i like stream of consciousness. :]

feel better... <3

[____firefly]

You always leave me the best comments. =]

[miisanthropyx]

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