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[_____axolotl]

I'm always gloomy over summer. It reminds me of old lost friends and school and horrible drama because there's nothing else to do but turn on each other. The only summer I have real fond memories of in recent years is 2006. It was the year I had the most friends, the year I went to download for the first time and the year I met Adam. It's like

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[confuse_ray]

Glad things are on the up.
You summed up the state of the course so accurately, waste of time but you feel like you need the stupid piece of paper at the end :<
As you pointed out, the housing situation this year should equal lots of awesome times, even if the course is bollocks.

[kiraras_lemon]

Firstly, I am so sorry you had to deal with that. I can understand somewhat, due to my own little expedition into that dark place we don't seem to like to discuss too openly.

Although my depression was shorder than yours was, it had a pretty intense impact on my life. Even now. I had a month to fix everything mid-august, and now I have 6 days to get to the end of it and get that second bit of paper to prove I've achieved something more, but I very nearly threw it all away.

Don't be so hard on yourself and call it wasted time, moving upwards is step-wise, one foot infront of the other. Hold it in your mind but don't regret it. I am so very glad you are feeling better <3