I try; I want it to work out more than anything,
but I don't know what to do, anymore. All of it
is you to you. I love you, more than I could ever
epress in words, but maybe it's not enought for
you, and maybe, if that it, it's not your fault.

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I'd stay forever. If you let me.
Really I would. Because you are
my prince. And I just want to be
your princess. it's the truth...

it's proven.
I have the most amazing boyfriend. ever.
it's that simple.
He puts blankets on me, and kisses me on the head when I am falling asleep on his couch. And stand up for me when his eight year old brother makes fun of me.
But most importantly, he loves me, as much as I love him.

today was lame. Jon crashed his car; it's pretty much destoryed, and not worth fixing ( Read more... )

Life is good. Fall is coming ( Read more... )

I went to Perth Amboy today, and met Jon's family. They are quite the bunch, but adorable. It made me happy, really happy, even though I felt really awkward.

School starts Thursday [three days]

My horse got a name!!! It's Eli.

( If you have just one, let me be that love )

Last night was nice, I got to see Nikki, and Dev and Max and Jeremy... though, I'm still incredibly mad at Jeremy. James and Jon were there as well.
Jon really makes me worry sometimes. I love him so much.

my dad called before, he seemed sad. I feel bad, because he must miss us. I want to spend more time with him.

I just wish I could make you as happy as you make me.
I'm just inadequate, I suppose.