I miss Keith so much. I find myslef sometimes with nothing to do. And all i can think about is him. When i do that i get really depressed. I keep thinking about the stuff your not supose to while your loved one is in war. I don't know what i would do if he didn't come back to me ( Read more... )

Well got my tattoo on Friday with Steph. Everybody says it looks good and that it is very original. I'm like it better be. My friend Kat drew it, so thank you Kat ( Read more... )

Well Keith left Wednesday. I did good I only cried when I had to leave him. And haven't cried since ( Read more... )

Keith leaves today at 2:30. 
Thats all I have to say for now.

Well Dad left on Saturday, Julie cried so much. It almost made me cried but I have never cried when he left all htose other times in my life so I won't start now. Acctually I almost did because my dad didn't even remeber me standing there. He almost walked right by me with a hug or even a goodbye. But thats normal between me and him. But Keith is ( Read more... )

Well My dad leaves the 28th of this month, also the last day of my job, the first day of my new job, and even closer to saying goodbye. The thought of all this happening scares me. Lately I have been so out of it. I don't feel like doing anything, except school work and spend ing time with Keith. I know thats what I should be doing but its strange ( Read more... )

Well things have been going pretty fast here the last few weeks. Kyle left on Thursday, which Steph came over after she saw him. I just looked at her and I knew that when Keith leaves I'm going to feel the same loneliness that she felt that day. I'm dreading it so. Keith still has maybe a little over 2 weeks till he leaves. Same goes for my dad. I ( Read more... )

I know I haven't updated in awhile, and I really don't know why I am doing it right now because I'm really tired. This year has been really stressful already. School is becoming somewhere I just don't want to be anymore. Work is the same deal. I have been busting my ass there for almost two years now and where am I... the same spot i was in when i ( Read more... )

i know many of you might not care abotu this but I do so im putting it in here ....

army_girlfriend

You think you know me, but you haven't the slightest clue.
I'm the girl standing behind you in line at the grocery store, eyeing the newest "Support Our Troops" magnet. The look on my face is complacent and my thoughts are thousands of miles away on some army base ( Read more... )

Well it's Christmas Eve and well deep down inside of me it really doesn't feel like it is. On this night around this hour I should be getting all excited to open my presents in the morning and spend a beautiful day with my family, having so much joy and merriness, if there is such a word. But I don't feel it. I mean this time of year you are supose ( Read more... )