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Ambercon and other such things
So day four. Sorry about missing yesterday. So today I started working on my various ambercon Characters, at which time i found out that i'm missing one of the sheets for one of my returning characters, which is a major annoyience since thats one more thing i have to do this week. Paul got denied unemployment which has us now scrambling to try and ( Read more... ) -
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Day two: it's been a crapy day overall I had to do things with my moms side of the extended famley. Though I did get the fixins for banana pudding so bout a two star day. I really hope tomorrows better. With any luck I'll have money clear to go buy the meteral to make my hogwarts skirt tomarrow
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BEDIA
So there is finally a decent app for the iPhone for lj. I think this may see me posting a lot more in the future, I'm not sure yet though. I still don't have a lot to say. Though I think I'm going to do BEDIA (blog everyday in April) this year. So here's to kicking it off.
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There starting again, the “I want him”’s I haven’t had one of these since he ended, I mean there were a few who actracted me. A few whom I wanted to bed. Now there are people, men, I want to love, that I want to love me. But it’s strange, before when I wanted someone I wanted them in a very foolish young way. Now I know better, but the feeling is ( Read more... ) -
The Laramie Project
I finally watched the Laramie project, I feel like a bad homosexual and member of the theater community for not seeing it sooner. I know that everyone says there moved by it, but I feel more moved then I expected. I guess what this all is getting at is Monday marks 10 years since the tragic death of Matthew Sheppard, and the writers of the play ( Read more... ) -
I know i shouldnt be whineing
So I know I really shouldn’t be whining, everything should be all happy and healthy, there’s a him again, I’m an us, at least I guess, but then why am I not overjoyed, is it ‘cause I have yet to meet him in the flesh. And why do I only think like this when he’s not around to squash the worry. Paul says I shouldn’t be so worried, it’s a boyfriend ( Read more... ) -
Life alas
I know I really shouldn’t complain about it when it is mostly my fault that the situation is what it is. But I’m beginning to feel like I grew up to fast. I’m only 19 but it still feels like I never do any thing, like nothing ever happens to me, I sit at home, its like since the random party’s stopped my life got really dull. Class stars Thursday ( Read more... ) -
I remember love
I remember love, I truly do and in spite of what it may sound like I long for it. I felt the love leave us when it did, I knew it had, and I hated it, hated feeling the spark leave as much as I longed to keep it the fire esquenshed itself, and there is nothing I can nor could do. I still love you , I think I always will, just its hard to say how ( Read more... ) -
No more forevers
No more forevers, I am tired of forevers it just hurts so much. I hate forever it just ends up killing me with the pain, or at least making me wish it would kill me for the pain of it. I hate the hurting the horrible pain that wont seem to leave. Is there noting to leaven it ? nothing to make it go away. Why can I not find something to ease the ( Read more... ) -
i need some happy
I need some happy, I really do, some happy would be really good right now something that could make me smile, something to ease the upset that keeps crawling into me. I have a crush on the Big Bad Wolf ya know, and things are rocky with my lynx. I fear I’m only intrersted in Mr. big-bad because I’m lost and hurting, trying to be more then just ( Read more... )