Ok... I gave just spent the past 2.5 weeks working double shifts. At not one job? But 2. Why? I need money. I gotta fix my car, buy a new laptop, and blow some mony on textbooks.

Homework that is due for classes isnt complete and far from memorized. *sigh* Help.

oooook.... so i didnt die. but really close ( Read more... )

WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR EX IF YOU COULD ( Read more... )

yea, i fell off earth. But I have returned! Things have been so crazy. School, work...I think I am never home. I rarely have time to do my laundry let alone sit here and relax ( Read more... )

just wanted to point out too? that i found em engagement ring from john. every once in awhile it pops up. i hide it... find it. damn ( Read more... )

Idk... was in a terriable moos last night. Pretty much ready to kill someone. This morning I seem to be in the same shit, different day mode. Mike(a different one then everyone thinks... a whole new one... great huh?) wants to get together and study tonight at Barnes and Noble... I think I might just go. Something new, something different. ( Read more... )

Ok, at a loss for words but wanted everyone to know that I havent died. I am in fact, kinda almost ok ( Read more... )

"The space between ( Read more... )

The snow falls deeper and deeper...like my thoughts and rememberances of every time being with you. My mind falls like every flurry that seem to endlessly come from no where. It is cold out there...and so warm in here..and usually I feel cold everywhere. There are walls... I can see them around me...but somehow they are non existent. The first ( Read more... )

I want Erik back. I want to be with someone who wants me. I want to be with someone I know, and who knows me. This is fucking ABSOLUTE SHIT

YOU CAN'T FUCKING UNDO WHATS DONE. YOU CANT TAKE BACK SAYING I LOVE YOU. YOU CANT TAKE BACK FORMING A RELATIONSHIP AND YOU SURE AS MOTHER FUCKING HELL CANT TAKE BACK HAVING SEX WITH SOMEONE.

FUCK YOU