I went to a small family reunion yesterday / Good Bye Mrock's going away. Just like 10 or 11 people. Its was nice. They had pictures out from when i was lil, they where funny. Those were simpler times. Everything seems so complicated now ( Read more... )

Ia m just sitting here at my desk being bored. Ihave nothing to do. i don't fel like packing. I wrote a poem. Its towards michael. I miss him so much. I don't think i could go on living with him not talking to me. Kaytlen said that she fels bad for me that the man i care so uch about believe someone else but me. She said she wish she could see ( Read more... )

Stuck at home is no fun at all. I wish ic ould leave but my baby ain't here to come over yet. I have to wait til they get off work. This sucks. I had an okay day at school. I went ot all my classes like a good girl. Pat myself on the back. I went to chours and help make a new idea. Next yar at lakewood high school there will be an all girls chours ( Read more... )

I just wanted to say thnaks to som peopel before i leave and i forget ( Read more... )

I am cold i am sitting near a vent. WHAAAAAAAA. My life is hell. I have aproblem which is a secret that i can't tell anyone. and i wanna see my dad so bad. I miss him so much these days and its not helping. I wish i could see him back the way he was before eveythign happened. I want a dad. not just a mom. I mean i need my father. I miss him so much ( Read more... )

I am going away this weekend i am so happy. Hey guess what i am going away this weekend. And i can't wait til tuesday. Guess why. Enio came over with kevin his friend and they sat down and turned on the tv and was flipping throught he channels. Kvin was while enio and i were...errrr....busy on the sofa. Yeah i had fun. And then kevinw as liek okay ( Read more... )

  Fimally one day ia m happy. But the day is not over yet. I just can't believ that ia m auctlly having a good day. First time in months. My life is going great. I am so happy no if Natsha would just talk to me. Well i justw anna fix things beforew i move and regret things. Like i am now. I am just really excited for no reason i can't believe. ( Read more... )

I am so pissed off. Ron my most recent x who is so imature. He is trying to find a  girl that will fight me. and guess what he isn't going to find her. Becuase everyone knows that he is just ebign a complete and utter idiot. I hate hims o much. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

On a light ( Read more... )

        I am frickin bored as hell. I have to research some stupied crap. Whaaa. I wanna go home. Ron comes up to me this morning and starts some shit. Saying that iw as getting peopel to beat him up. the only one that wants to is Jackie but i won't let her. I mean why should i give himt he statifastion of having him push my buttons. It is so ( Read more... )

I wasn't finished. I wanted to wait til katie left ( Read more... )