where do i run to escape from myself ( Read more... )

I TRUST YOU, LORD I TRUST YOU
FOR YOU NEVER WALK AWAY

never felt like i wanted You more, never felt like i needed You more. You, my Refuge and precious Anchor for my soul.

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please don't stale my glitter. or rather, do anything to it as long as i am still indispensable towards those i've throne with the little i am capable of in my heart.

(still fighting the concept of inadequacy. will i ever suffice? and will this sensing ever be abated?)

i will not compromise my virtue for earthly and temporal endearment
but albeit stated, my adoration, whether tangible or feigned, exposed or otherwise, will not alter the situation
so isn't this an eventual mess of naught?

"I want to write about you. Want to write about us, about the enormity of us; of how it crushed me, how I faultered beneath the weight of the visions we held. And the way that I felt as though every movement I made was not made by me, but by some fantastic version of me that you crafted, that I helped you to project like a slide photograph onto the ( Read more... )

only as i rose from my slumber today did it dawn on me that i am still holding on - to the idea of togetherness or your being, i cannot define. what i can fathom however, is that your existence and by extension, involvement in my life is not one that only sojourns on the inside of me. yours, as far as i can secern, is one that would stay for a ( Read more... )

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maybe i am not as strong as i've coaxed my mind into thinking so

just the structure