Am rather disturbed by the lack of concern Helm has displayed reguarding his personal safety and security of rule. The man is entirely too trusting...which I have to keep reminding myself is a good thing...for me at least. Trying to instill a sense of caution could backfire if not handled delicately ( Read more... )

I've returned to Rohan and the more I see, the more I dislike the changes... or maybe not even the changes as much as the feeling that something is going on and that I don't know precisely what - much less have any control over the situation. I shouldn't have left ( Read more... )

My death and subsequent absence has not been noticed. Princess Hanild seems safe, comfortable and happy. I am, for the most part trusted. I should be pleased on every count but there is a vague dissatisfaction growing in the back of my skull that is upsetting. I don't want to continue with my original plan and I am having difficulty sorting ( Read more... )

Damn. If it looks like Aragorn, sounds like Aragorn, I should've assumed it would fight like Aragorn as well. low growl Should've handled it less directly but I am a fool.

I had recovered at midnight and returned to my post at watching Hanild. I don't think she even noticed I was gone. It's a good thing black cloth hides bloodstains tolerably

...I didn't actually kill anything two night back on my day off. Could have but didn't. There was no challenge to it and if I cannot take pleasure in a death, I refuse to be wasteful with it. Has nothing to do with recent issues involving Helm. Not at all ( Read more... )

Princess Hanild has given me the night off. I needed it if just to keep from giving up all ulterior motives and smacking her upside the head a few time in full daylight in front of everyone. Obnoxious hateful brat... seethesBut to be brutally honest she's not the main reason I needed this night off. I'm starting to waver a bit on my objectives ( Read more... )

I'm growing tired of playing the servant and beginning to feel my nerves rubbed raw from the primary reasons I've chosen to hunt in relative isolation for so long. They're everywhere, these blood and puss filled beasts. Their yammering is shrill, vapid and all the more disgusting for being intelligible. Dirty filth covered things, less tolerable ( Read more... )

Thanks to garnering my Lord's ...trust, I am now the lovely Princess Hanild's bodyguard. This pleases me. Of course she is inclined to be suspicious after walking in on me kissing her father but the tension created by this amuses me. An idea has started to take shape and I do not need the little wench's support, trust or approval to implement it ( Read more... )

Have spent the past month or so as Vanyon's plaything which was more humiliating than painful although it included a good deal of both. Never trust a vampire's word. I think I will savor repeatly driving a stake through his clammy pale skin until he is hoarse from screaming and choaking on his own filty blood and bile. But it is enough that I ( Read more... )

I've been in prision in Ithilien for nearly five months now. Erendis needed to put someone away for a string of murders she committed a little too near the city limits of Minas Illith and since she knew where she could find me and that I wouldn't have an alibi, here I am. I am not pleased with her ( Read more... )