Title: Call me anytime //Chapter 3//
Author:
theblackheat &
tanakakoki_fanPairing: Akame
Genre: Romance, Angst
Rating: NC-17
Warning: BETAed version soon
Summary: Jin is a famous solo artist, working on his new album. Kame is a young man working in more part time jobs gaining money for his poor family. They don't know each other, but their life crosses by a lucky chance.
AN: This is kind of AU fanfiction. Not the AU you are used to, coz Jin is almost the same as in real.
This is our collaboration and this time it is not in the format of POV fic. Do you like it better?
Banner by
theblackheat Chapter 1 //
Chapter 2 ☆UPDATE★
The next day after Kazu-chan started his shift he received a phonecall which he didn't expect. Of course the hope that Fernandez will call him back was strong, no matter how he didn't want it to be like that. So yes, a call from the man he kind of expected, but not like this. Fernandez didn't even let him talk, he was babbling, stuttering and Kame got confused. Of course his heart began to beat fast. The sentence Fernandez was saying seemed neverending and he could just guess what the outcome wanted to be. Only if his guess was right then...can it be an apologize? It made him blush a little as he was listening to the man's babblings.
"...so what I wanted to say I'm sorry for yesterday."
Yes, the phonecall ended in a rather weird way, but why was Fernandez apologizing? Friends, lovers do this, but they were somewhat still strangers. Tho Kazuya wanted to get friends with the guy and he always made his heart soar with his caring, but he was surprised. This long apologizing... what did Fernandez consider him? Kame started to think that the other man thought of him more than just a hotline boy. Else why the fuss to say sorry? He could have just called as if nothing happened. The young man smiled and kept listening until the end of the sentence.
"It's okay." He swore himself he won't continue this sentence but failed in it. And in calming his racing heart too. "But thank you for apologizing. It makes me feel special. No one said sorry to me before at this workplace."
"Ah, hmm...so?" Jin gulped hard to swallow that stingy thing in his throat what was caused by the sense of guilt. He was also uncertain about the last night's happenings. May he behaved as an idiot, or talked too much about himself. The effect of the drug could have opened up him doesn't caring about the consequence of discover his identify. That's why he was itching for this call all day long. He wanted to check if he was so stupid to case himself pain in the ass.
"Yes, and you said nothing you didn't say before." Kame chuckled. "Just how much you want me~" He just had to tease the boy. "You know prettyboy... you saying sorry indicates that you care for me." Okay, he really should stop this game.
"Eheheh...so?" A huge stone fell from his shoulder. He is safe and didn't fuck everything up. Well he had the feeling he could trust Kazu-chan, but who knows? He burned his hands too many times trusting people. This guy fired his fantasies up, that's true, but he warned himself not to take it too lazy. It's just a game between two people who are passing naughty words while satisfying their fantasies. "...and what have you done if I didn't call you back?"
"Hmmm... then maybe talking to the one who called me? " he giggled, trying to make the other jealous, tho he knew it can't happen.
"Ah, s-sure. I thought so." He felt like an idiot again. Of course the guy who works by a callcenter would take the phone calls. "But I hope you would miss mine."
"What about you? Would you miss me?" Kame's heart was jumping in his chest to this. "I will answer your question after you answered mine."
"Hahaha...I know now why you are working there." Akanishi’s laughter was heard through the line. "You like to tease people, am I right? May It sounds strange, but I would miss it."
If Kame thought his heart beat as fast as it could before, he was wrong. His cheeks became red and he scolded himself why it had that big impact on him.
"Oh really?" He asked in a low voice. "Then now I can admit, I would miss it too."
"Somehow it is good to listen to your cheerful voice after a long day." he stretched out on his fancy couch and took a more comfortable position. "We can talk about everything you'd like to. I must have rambled a lot last night, so now it's your turn. I'm a pretty good audience too."
"You know I was very worried of you. You really seemed to knock yourself out. Are you alright now?" It really felt nice. Kame couldn't imagine a day when he can't talk to this man, he became regular it seemed and Fernandez might really like him in some extent. But he didn't want to live himself into it too much...tho he might was late with it.
"No, you shouldn't Kazu-chan. I can't be beaten down so easily!" Jin got amused and decided to talk more. "Well, as I told you I was out with friends..and it turned out bad. The two bitch put something into my drink. Oh shit! I'm telling you Kazu-chan don't trust women."
"Oh, I am not interested in women, so it's okay for me." Great... why can't he just shut his mouth? It is something too private isn't it? Now he needs something which will change the topic. "I am glad you are allright now. Hmm...you party a lot?"
"Not really. I just hung out with the guys when I have some time." 'Not interested'? he murmured smirking. That's something interesting, he thought.
"You seem to have a lot of friends. But be careful next time, okay?" He was tempted to ask where the other liked to hang out so they could meet, but at the same time he was afraid to meet. Afraid to open up completely to someone who is confusing his emotions. He looked at the picture of Akanishi Jin and suppressed a sigh. "Don't trust people too easily."
"Hmm... that sounded like a bad experience."
"It's not from experience, but from the things you told me. If someone who you are partying with puts something in your drink then you shouldn't even trust your surroundings. Was it maybe...your girlfriend?" He couldn't fight down the urge, he just blurted it out without thinking and hated the fact his heart beat in his throat.
"No way! Those chicks were just there. I don't know who got them. The guys just can't live without hot chicks." His voice became chuckling as he recalled the pics about his friend Ben. The man showed up everywhere with tipsy babe hugging from his shoulder, like an expensive coat. Surrounding him, giving him warmth and more attention and in the end you can leave them somewhere if you have enough of them.
Kame made a face. Every guy lived like this? "Well, not all of them..." He murmured. He couldn't explain the weird feeling in his stomach listening to the man. "Are they worth it?"
"Haha" He just loved the pouting sound in the younger man's voice. "Of course they are!"
"But hmm... yesterday you said you rather call me than being with them." His voice turned to be flirty.
"Haha...they worth it...if you want some hot round with them." Jin teased the other man. "Seems I like my phone more then two long thighs. Haha..."
"Hmmm if you like them so much, why are you not with them now?" He really didn't know where this rather bad mood came from suddenly.
"Jealous? What is that now Kazu-chan? I just told you, that I rather call you on this fucking expensive hotline, than humping with some sexy chicks." the older man brows fly up in surprise.
"Why should I be jealous?" Kame chuckled and it could be felt he is smirking. "I just wanted to hear it. I know how good I am"
"Than no doubts, I'm in the hands of a pro." Jin chuckled again. "Can I have some sweet words before I go to sleep?"
"Hmm... something sweet?" He pretended to ponder. "Do you deserve it?" He giggled lightly.
"Oh, I have to become worthy of? What the... haha...do you think I don't deserve it?"
"I was just joking." He laughed and said in a soft voice. "I lean down and give a kiss to your forehead while you are comfortable in your bed and whisper: good night, have sweet dreams."
"Hmmm" He purred on his deep voice and stretched his body on the couch again. His back got stiff from the position he was in from the start of this conversation, but he calmed down and got relaxed. This strange guy had a good influence on him, better then any hot party he was in. "Thank you Kazu-chan."
"Anytime Fernandez." Can I know your real name? He yearned to ask it, but suppressed the desire. "And I hope we can talk again." It was always so hard to hang the phone up.
"Who knows Kazu-chan. May your phone will ring soon again with me on the other end of the line."
"I hope so." Was it just teasing? "Take care, okay?" He smiled.
"I'll be back soon, so get ready!" Whit that he cut the line but held his phone in his hand staring at the screen for a while, and a wide smile grew on his face happily.
Kame was expecting the boy to cut the line like this and he had to chuckle and shake his head. He felt cheerful and looked at the phone. But the longer he looked at it, the more his smile faded. He was so confused and the man's behaviour didn't make it better. Sometimes Fernandez was talking to him as if they were friends for a long time already, or...even more. He could imagine what a person Fernandez was. Friendly, too friendly... and it might bring him troubles.
But why was he so worried over a stranger in phone?
He shouldn't...he so shouldn't. It will just hurt him. He looked at Akanishi's photo and he felt as if they just talked. "I am so paranoid..." He shook his head in disbelief but the phone calling made him out of his thoughts. He grabbed the phone, hoping it will be Fernandez, but no, it wasn't. Another long night listening to random people's dirty talk. He missed the man already.
As Kazuya had thought before, the other calls really felt like hell more and more. The worst was that he couldn't really concentrate and sometimes he didn't answer immediately or even messed his usual introduction up. When the job was over for that night he was the happiest to be able to go home. He had such confusion in himself that it made him tense. What did Fernandez really want? Who was he really? And why did it bother him so much that he can only talk to him during the nights and doesn't have control over when they can talk? He can't call. He shouldn't care so much.
Lately he fell asleep listening to Akanishi Jin's CD nonstop to help him keep his sanity. No, he didn't want to fall for a complete stranger. Who knows what kind of guy this Fernandez was? All he had were imaginations about him. Hoping he is a good guy? Hope is the first step to disappointment. He looked out of the window from the bed and watched the stars thoughtful. He felt tired but couldn't sleep yet, but after half an hour he slowly fell asleep with the earphones still on.
***
Next day Jin was pretty busy again and only after he finished work he could go to the gym, what he liked now and then. He was able to let out the stress with intense motion and his body caught up with the effects of the night life. One hour later when Jin stepped into the sauna exhausted he just dropped himself to the wooden slab and enjoyed the heat. Though it burned his lungs it was cosy and he liked sweating. It felt like be cleared up from inside all the dirty shit what he took in. Like fastfood, coffee, cigarette, drinks, and more cigarette were melting out off him, while he sat there in the hot cabin.
Dizzy but refreshed he opened the glass door and went to the resting room. There was a small room with comfortable deck-chair for the VIP guests, who want to lay down after sauna. Exotic plants and some indoor fountains made the restroom more relaxing. It was pretty late and no one seemed to use it, just like the sauna what Jin hadn't share. The sound of splashing and the soft music got him relaxed but he started to feel alone. The emptiness was disturbing him and the longest he stayed lying the more his mind turned back to his little phone chat he made with the mysterious Kazu-chan.
The guy had an effect on him. Not just physically but on all way. He noticed, that he start to think about the guy more and more, what is he still doing, how is he looking like and he was eager to know more. But the more he though about the most he got unsure about it. After he got successful and famous his relationships changed and more and more disappointment added to his experience. He learned fast how to protect himself from fake friends and money-minded people.
He checked the time on his phone's screen. Almost 11PM that means Kazu-chan is still in shift. His smile went wider and he searched for the number between his calls pressing the button without thinking.
"Hello~ Here is Kazu-chan speaking, tell me your fantasy." Kame said in not a very enthusiastic voice. Again another bastard?
"Hi Kazu-chan here is your best customer~" Jin singsonged into the phone.
A wide smile appeared on Kame's face and enthusiasm swept him off of the ground, but he pretended calmness.
"Oh... is that so? Hmmm I wonder who is it?" His voice totally changed tho, it became alive.
"You can have a guess.~" Jin's voice told the other man that he was in playing mood.
"Hmm...Hitoshi?" He asked a random name in a playful voice.
"Haha...nope."
"Hmm...Akanishi Jin surely not because I was already called by 3 Akanishi Jins today, fans are amazing." he chuckled. "Ah I know...my girlfriend?" He just had to grin. What will you step to this Fernandez?
Akanishi's heart left out a beat and pumped faster while his eyes went wide hearing the name. No, it’s surly just a misunderstand. He coughed a few times and changed his voice a lot higher.
"Ehm...i-it's me...sweety...your Wiki-chan"
”Wiki??" Kame tried not to burst out into laugh. This man was really funny, coming up with names like this. Which country was this name from? "Oh...Wiki-chan! Why calling me just now? Where have you been? Mou!" He really needed all his strength not to laugh.
"I'm just out of the sauna, laying in the restroom while thinking of what you are doing right now." His voice chuckled slightly and he tried to swep the disturbing thoughts of the other man's joke.
"You must look very tempting." He licked his lips imagining the view. "Hmm...what am I doing? Stretching my body to get the ache out of my muscles."
Jin's voice got deeper again. "Can I help you to relax?"
"Well well... you can try if you want, or I can just go into the sauna too..." Kame made a zipper-rolling down noise. "Hmmm...slowly undressing myself."
"Yes, yes...you do it right. You still have too much clothes on. In contradistinction to ME who is lying in front of you almost naked and you can admire my perfect body." he teased back laughing.
"Oh, what part are still covered on your... perfect body?" He giggled. "Because I think I will beat you, I have nothing on already..."
"I have only my towel around my waist."
"Oh...maybe you are cold? Want to come back into the sauna with me?"
"Depends on what you want to do there. I heard that in sauna extreme exercises are not recommended."
"Oh, what extreme exercise are you talking about mister?" He acted not to know the obvious and felt amused. "Maybe..." he started to smirk "you can't resist my sexy body?"
"May-be" Jin teased again "and after we stepped inside the cabin I can get you closer already, ne."
"Why do you think that? You said that in the sauna it's not recommended to do something like that." Kame said in a playful voice. "But oh, you have something on the towel. I will remove that something, okay?"
"You mean under my towel? ha-ha"
"I should check under your towel too?" He raised his voice.
"Yes, there is definitely something for you."
"Then maybe I should just check it...what do you think? I think there is something hiding, because it is quite like a tent. To observe it more I have to sit down the desk ne."
"And I step between your legs while my hands dig into your hair and my lips getting closer to yours." Akanishi licked his own lips imagining the other ones.
Woah, Fernandez must be turned on really much if he suddenly talks like this. "I can't resist your soft lips and I open my legs wider to give you better access." His cheeks heated up while saying it. With others it was just like a robot but with this man it was so different. His lower half started to act up. ~Oh shit~
"I won't kiss you just right now...haha" he got amused that he could take the lead. That games between them was his drug and turned him on in no time. " I just lean my face to yours and nibble your earlobes. Do you like it?"
"Oh teasing, aren't you?" Kame chuckled and closed his eyes, even touched his ear but he brought his hand away immediately, embarrassed. "Yes, it feels quite nice.. That nice that I accidentally drop my hand onto the towel."
"Hmm..and I lean even closer and lick along your neck." His member started to wake up hearing the younger man's soft voice.
"Ah..." he gasped, it really made his shiver and he almost felt it, closing his eyes again. "I am more and more tempted to see what you hide from me under the towel, but now I just touch your chest, caress down on it slowly, stopping at your tummy." He imagined it and smiled. "Do you like it Ferni?"
Though his erection got even harder and more impatient, he held himself back from touching it really until Kazu-chan didn't do it. But he will, he will do so much, Jin did guarantee it.
"Ah...yes? What is that Ferni at all?
"Fernandez is such a long name, it is hard to moan out when you lose your mind." he pouted and his voice was winningly cute. "But I don't think it suits you tho..so Ferni is out or maybe...we should name him...- and now I slip my hand under the towel to grab your erection - Ferni?"
"Ha-ha that's a weird kick of yours, like name it. But if you want to short my name, just to moan it easier of course ...haha... what about Fernan?" Jin put his hand onto the bulge of his towel and rubbed it a few times.
"Forget it" Kame laughed. "I can manage...but... I am sure it's not your real one." He said wondering but his thoughts were not long on that field, because he kept imagining what he would do to the man in a heartbeat. "Oh...it is standing up... for me? It is my gift?"
"Hmm.." The older man welcomed his own hand on his sensitive flesh. "But I pretty like it, somehow..sounds...cool, ne? Hmm...it's greeting you haha."
Sounds cool? Well, for Kame it didn't really, he could hardly pronounce it being Japanese. Will he ever know the real name of the guy? He wondered. "Oh hi, little one. I greet it as a caress on its top as if I would pat-pat it."
"It's still growing, just take it into your hand. And with that I put your hand around my dick holding tightly...ahnn so."
Kazuya didn't want to touch himself until the other doesn't say it, but he couldn't resist, he wanted to feel what the other might feel now, he put his palm around his own shaft, gasping. "It is pulsating...invitingly...I start to move my hands on it. ahh.."
"Ahhnn ...do it!" Shivers run down on Jin's spine as he moved his own hand moaning softly while lying with spreed legs on the deck-chair. "And I would turn to your lips and lick it along to taste them."
"I wouldn't let you tease for long, I would capture your lips, kissing you passionately and while my hand would still move on your cock, I would slowly lay half on your side to be closer. Your skin feels so hot against mine..." Kame whispered in a sexy voice.
"Yeah we are still in the ...ahnn...sauna. The treatment of your hands is so good Kazu-chan I feel it makes me hotter with every thrust. My hands got impatient too and flying onto your naked ass, massaging your buttocks, while my tongue demands the lead and I'll swallow your moans."
"Tho we are in the sauna I feel shivers run down my spine, my heart throbbing in my head... ahnn...let's....move out of here...we will faint...it's just too hot" he panted imitating as if he really was in a steamy place, grabbing his cock more, trying to stop his hand which creeped to his butt. "Your hands burn me..."
"Ahnn ...and I want to burn you in other places too. I would lead you to kneel on the wooden board and I also kneel behind you pressing my throbbing dick next to your shapy ass. My hands rub your nibbles making them hard...ahn...do you want me to touch you lower too?Hmm?"
"Ahh.." Kazuya was in a daze as he imitated every move on himself what the other man implied. "Touch me..." Wait...he begged already? He shouldn't be such an easy prey. "I push my ass more to your dick and feel how hard it is. My inside is throbbing in anticipation. Ahnnn..." He hissed as he traced his entrance with one finger.
" I do it, my hands are on your shaft and pumping it already. Ahnn...I love your sexy moans Kazu-chan they turn me on every time I'm listening to it." Jin’s hand sped up and stroke harder. He closed his eyes while moaning into the phone and imagined the other man's soft skin which must have been sweating hardly from the unbearable heat inside the sauna. He would taste the salty juice for sure on the neck, on the chest and the belly...and even deeper. "Ahnn...my naughty long finger is on the way to find your entrance Kazu-chan...aahn."
"They...are...eagerly...waited..." He breathed between moans and he lived himself into it so much that he really felt the unbearable hotness around and the fingers which were now his own. He fantasiesed how it would be to really touch the man, letting him conquer him, enter him."I..reach behind and grab your side passionately. I am ready for you... don't wait...don't...ahnn" He really was fired up.
"I caress along your spine and make you lean further down. My fingers stretching you inside but I'm kind of caring and do it slowly for you, though my dick is painfully hard. Do you you feel it?" He was out of the sauna long ago, but he started to sweat again imagining the heat and the hot situation. The view was so vivid he almost felt the soft skin against his.
Kame's heart started to pound in his chest. Not just because of the heat but of the words too. Noone said something like this to him. Of course everyone dirtytalkes him and he had to be in an imagined sex-scene with them, but they only chased for their pleasure. They never said anything kind or caring. And it made the young man blush while smiling with eyes closed. The way Fernandez talked told him that the man was not selfishly for his own needs, but wanted him to feel good too. It was...not just a fuck. It sounded more like sex between two people who love each other...lovemaking. It made him even more sensitive and in situations like these he couldn't think of how nonsense this trail of thought was.
"You...are so...caring... you...it's not just... an emotionless fuck..." he whispered, not realizing he said it aloud. "T...thank you..." he rubbed his ass more onto the chair. "I feel it... feel how it can't wait being in me...I move on your finger to hurry the preparation more....ahnn...don't hold back... put it in..."
Jin tightened the grip around the tilt of is standing member. His breathing got jagged and hissed the air between his teeth. "Ka-kazu-chan ...do you ..ahn...I can't hold b-back...ahn..just put my dick inside with one go....aahnsshit...ahnn you will kill me."
"I look back above my shoulder to look into your eyes with misty, passion filled eyes. I am fully yours, claim me..." His eyes were closed all the time, imagining the scene. He wanted to know how the man looks like. "I raise my ass up more, invitingly."
"I capture your lips and eat them up. Ahnn...M-my shaft slamming deep inside you thrust by thrust and I got a strong hold on your waist. This tight hotness makes me go crazy Kazu-chan." Jin sped his movement up and rubbed his own erection harshly.
Kazuya started to moan again and again as he fingered himself, imagining it to be the shaft of the boy. Tho it surely was bigger and had more impact, he felt dizzy just daydreaming the other there. "I move in rhythm with...you... God...ahnn...you are so...hard...AH! I...I return the kiss, battling with your tongue. You have an alluring taste and aura... god...more..." He yearned for really being touched by Fernandez.
"I speed up and keep moving in and out of you mercilessly. You are so hot and so sensitive Kazu-chan. Ahnn...god I want to make you come as much as possible, you know?” Jin couldn’t stop the teasing and his hand worked on his shaft. ”My hands stroke your dick and I reply on your hungry mouth of course. Ahnn...Kazu-chan. I grab your hair and trust my tongue deeper inside your mouth, you have a taste I can't get enough."
Kame felt more dizzy. Why did this man say so many different things than others? This was the thing that made him confused the most. If this is a talk with stranger, how is making love in real? "I am totally at your mercy, but want you to have as much pleasure as you can, I deliberately tighten my hole and move fast against you. Come inside me...ahnn...and don't stop kissing me...never...ahnnn..you are so sexy..."
Jin was nearer to his climax than he though. He couldn't stop biting his plump lips somewhat muffling his groans. His hand keep speeding up while changing the long stroke with fast and short ones. "Ahnn God...Ka...ahnn...chan...My legs... a-are weaker. I feel I burn up inside your...ahnn...hot walls...God. Ahnn!" His hand made a last strong stroke and his hot fluid landed on his fingers as he cum finally.
Jin panted for a few minutes lying on his back. He felt if the room was spinning around and he just came down from the running machine. His body was satisfied and got numb from the pleasure. He haven't even noticed that he was doing it in a public place where he could have been caught, but he didn't care anyway. His voice was raspy when he finally start to talk.
"Ahnn..Kazu-chan you are dangerous, you know?"
Kame almost missed hearing the sentence, he was so much in daze. He felt comfortable and satisfied tho a bugging feeling didn't leave him alone. He wished to cuddle up to this man, falling asleep in his embrace. God... what was he thinking? "Oh...and why is that?" he asked with a purring voice.
"Ahn...shit my legs still shaking, you drive me crazy every time, but I better go now. I'm still in the gym and someone may catch me on the spot...ha-ha."
Kame's eyes got wide and he was shocked. Fernandez was in the gym still? He might have misunderstood something in the beginning then. Woah, this man really live free and didn't care if he had an audience what? "Oh...uhh.. is that so? Then... have a good way home...and...Fernandez...." his voice died, he better not continue.
"Yeah...haha...still. Hmmm? What Kazu-chan?"
"Nothing." He smiled and shook his head. "Don't forget to call me again ne~"
"You can bet ~" Jin chuckled again and softened his voice " Sweet dreams for you Kazu-chan."
"Sweet dreams for you too Fernandez. I might visit you in your dream." He smiled.
Kame looked at the clock and was surprised that the phonecall lasted so long. It always seemed to be too short, but no, it was more than an hour and his shift was ending. Today he only worked until midnight. It made him happy that the last call was from Fernandez, so he could stay in that high feeling of dokidoki. His cheek was slightly still blushed, a light feeling in his heart. He knew he really shouldn't behave like this, but whatever this feeling was, this time he gave it green light because it made him forget his problems and smile wider.
He put Akanishi's CD into his bag with a cheerful sigh, putting his scarf around his neck and took his jacket on. It was quite chilly outside on the late autumn night. The young man got out of the building and he decided to walk home. He didn't live so far and he liked autumn. Tho it was dark, he could still see the leaves falling from the trees, giving a golden carpet to the ground. He could see his breath too. And the long sigh which passed his lips.
He wanted to ask what the real name of Fernandez is. Maybe it didn't have so much meaning, because what would it change? He still didn't see the face, but to him it was important. It would give him the feel that they stepped on a higher level of relationship, that they became friends somewhat. That Fernandez trusted him. He did, right? Hmmm...maybe not. He didn't want to tell his real name. Or was it just because Kame never asked? Even if he asks, what can he lose? Nothing. The man can just make up another name or doesn't answer his question. That's all. And everything can go on as it was until then. Tho Kame was afraid something will change in him, he will be somewhat disappointed.
"You can't be a coward, don't run!" He said to himself determined, catching a falling leaf, looking at it. "Tomorrow I will ask it. For sure. I will catch your trust Fernandez."
The road home seemed shorter than it used to and this made Kame chuckle. Why is that when Fernandez is involved time seems to run faster? It was the same feeling as when he listened to Akanishi Jin's CD. Hmm...he wondered what Jin did this time. Was he outside too in this chilly weather maybe? He still hoped one day their roads will cross and he can thank everything. But the strange feeling grew in him... he started to be grateful to Fernandez too. Maybe... just maybe... he can meet both of them one day.
***
In the last two weeks Jin was like a scool boy hanging on his iPohone all night when Kazu-chan was in shift and chitchatted happily. The work went on well also and he had more freetime too, but even if he was busy he could step through on it because of his mind was filled with the boy. First it was new and refreshing to talk to the other man, but after a while he couldn’t imagine to leave out even one day. So he called Kazu-chan everyday and had fun for a short time.
Once he even refused clubing with his friends instead of his daily phonecall. Ben was surprised but haven’t been pushy and let it on Jin. But when he asked his friend on an other night and got a ’NO, thanks’ again, he got worried and started to question Akanishi for the reason.
„Hey man! Tell me if you have a girl.”
„No. Why do you think that I have?”
„Recently you are so ...unsociable. You even refuse to go out with your friends. Just tell me maaaan ~” Ben was eager to tease his friend until he didn’t get an answer to his question.
„Let me hanging! I don’t have any girl.”
„...oh,...any girl? But do you have a crush?”
„Oh shit just shut up already, I go with you, just give me some time. I’ll drop in to that club later...after I got ready, okay?”
„Okay man. But want to know him anyway...ha-ha” the man laughed into the phone joking on Jin who was still a little pissed on his friend and hung up quickly.
Ne, he really needs to go out before those idiots will dump all over him. He was still Akanishi Jin, the famous singer who lives his own glamorous life in his favorite clubs. The outwards knew him like that at last. Now he needed some time before heading out to the night for his daily call. Even if it will take just a short time this time.
Jin searched for his iPhone and dialed the familiar number.
"Hi Kazu-chan?"
Kazuya heard the familiar voice and this time he swore he REALLY will ask the real name of the man. He failed for two weeks. Enough of it, now he totally can't fail!
"Hello Fernandez-chan~"
"How are you today?"
"Oh I am okay, I caught a little cold tho, but I am fine, don't worry~ And you? How was the day of my special customer?" Ask it!! Go go, ask it!!
"Ah, don't push yourself too much. Mine was good...because I know what waits me when it is coming to end." The wide smile was grown onto Jin’s face just as all the days before.
"Oh and what waits you?" Kazuya asked with a light chuckle.
"You? ha-ha."
"Ahahaha~ you flatter me~" His smile was wide and he blushed. If Fernandez saying things like these, they already have some kind of bond, right? They talked for two weeks everyday. "And it feels nice, you know that prettyboy?"
"Yes." Jin chuckled amused and had the mood to tease the younger man more. " You know Kazu-chan, Fernandez is a cool name, 'cause it could be a name of a macho-man, or a Don Juan who likes to tease his prey."
Oh this topic! Fate! "Oh what lines you have, hahaha. You want me to be embarrassed? Want to know what I really think about this?" His heart was throbbing in every of his veins.
"I'd like to know your thoughts Kazu-chan." he purred into line on his deep voice. "show me your deepest ...haha..or maybe...your naugthyest one."
"Hmm.... what I am thinking about now is..." Now or never! "What your real name could be."His heart was jumping out of his chest in excitement.
The mood was broken and Jin got confused. 'His name?' The famous Akanishi Jin, who wouldn't even care about calling back someone? The one who is chased by fangirls screaming his name, tho he wouldn't even say a 'Hello' to them? The Akanishi image whom he hates himself too? He could lie, what would change? This guy wouldn't know that he did it, but would it be okay? He felt he opened up to this man enough not to lie him. He fell into his own fucking trap. Great! What's now? He was struggling what to say for a minutes or longer, just chewed his own lip.
"..."
What is this silence? He did something wrong? "Hello...are you there?"
"I-i...have to go now Kazu-chan. I was calling you in a hurry so ...sorry I really have to go now. I'll call you back...ciao" he hung up quickly before he could say something he would regret later. It came suddenly, he was not ready for talking about this topic. He will go to the guys now and think about it ...and drink ...drink a lot.
Kame's eyes got wide and he just held the phone listening to the beeping sound. His heart felt like it was clenched in a fist and a lump was in his throat. Was he that nothing to Fernandez? That he even hung up the phone like this? He felt very disappointed and just...bad. Yes, there goes his trust... and his...stupid high hopes. His eyes got a little wet, tho tears didn't escape his eyes. It was childish to react like that he knew it, but he just felt like as if he was denied...not taken seriously enough to be told a name...why? He looked at the CD cover of Akanishi and he had the urge to start to listen to his song nonstop. But reality was cruel, the phone made him remember he still had hours of work. Tho he couldn't even imagine how he will be able to handle it in this state.
************
to be continued...
There is a poll regarding to this fanfiction.
Please vote.
Btw: is it noticeable that this fic is written by two people?
Next:
Chapter 4