i found someone i really love and he loves me back. hes the most perfect person ever. wait theres more HE CAN CHANGE A SPARKPLUG!!!!!never thought i would find a hot guy who likes cars as much as i do. yea we both adore eachother majorly. for awhile there it was catch and release but now i think im gunna keep this one for a long time. oh yea and ( Read more... )

patrick you know what im talking about... i cant even fucking trust you, dont ever....ever talk to me again until you have undone what you did.

u know what the next time somone opens their fat mouth about my sexuality to people i dont know in school or anywhere else im going to be very pissed off. if someone asks you about my sexuality tell them u dont know and to ask me cause its none of your damn business to tell them. the next time somone calls me a fag im going to snap, take the tire ( Read more... )

looked at someones journal just a few minuets ago. i still miss him and i look at his journal quite often. theres a hole still in my heart where he once was. he was such a beutifull person and it just got fucked up. i can still remember the way i would hold him n all of my pain would just fade away. i can still remember the way he used to kiss me ( Read more... )

yea surgury is sooooo fucked up i luv it!!! ok so im on the operating table and the doctor was just like ok im giving you an anistetic, you might feel a little pain but you will be asleep s.... and the BOOM!!! i was out. woke up the next second in a shitload of pain so the nurse was like here take these vicodin and heres your perscription for ( Read more... )

things i realized i really fucking hate ( Read more... )

i guess im just going to have to do what i normally do.... suck it up be a man and take the pain..... patrick please talk to me soon i need your advice and comfort i havent seen you one bit in school cause i have such a crazy schedule sorry. i feel as if i dont have a heart anymore just an empty closet.

yea shitty day. so i was at the doctors the whole day today and i found out that im going to have a minor surgury next week. *sighs* i hate love more than anything. i have an empty place in my heart and i feel like theres nothing anybody can do to fix it. i so hate being lonly it fucking sucks.... thought i met a nice guy but its probly not going ( Read more... )

i picked up som chronic!!! some dank dank dankity dank chrony chrony. wow good times and good pot. cant wait to move out of my house.

wow crazy shit went down this week. i had a huge fight with my mom so i "threatend" her with a english muffin saying it will hopefully clog her arteries and put an end my 18 year problem. guess what she does. she calls the cops on me saying i threatend to kill her!!! the cops search my room take my rifle my knives my paintball gun and confiscate my ( Read more... )