i have it made.
shortly after each sunrise, i wake-up next to them:

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sleep on the floor.
dream about me.

i have returned home
i have not yet fallen asleep
i can't help but wonder if i will sleep at all during my temporary stay in this city
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the sun shows you your shadow.
the moon shows you your soul.

i'm on prozac.
(life suddenly seems dull).

OFF WITH THEIR HEADS!

lost and cold.

where was i?
- while you were here.

i crave your comfort.
lets say i built us a home - a space to breathe together.
would you live inside it?
or would your mind travel great distances to find greater satisfaction?

pretend with me.
...just once?

me.
a mess.
a disaster.
a complete wreck
hole in sweater which falls off my shoulder.
pale green inside/out tank-top with tags showing
stupid cut-off black jean skirt with stupid strings that seem to tickle the back of my stupid legs ( Read more... )

goodbye:permanent.

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i hoped we would be different.
much different than the rest.

Wrap me tight in cellophane
Quick!
Cover the holes
- Before I go about my death on an airplane
…And you,
age: twenty-seven, withering away
..in your own creative way
My ears. My eyes. My lips. My nose.
Who knows?

i am a tambourine.

grab me.

play me

use me against your warm thigh.

bang me.

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