masha, from what little time i've been able to spend with you, i've discovered that you're truly in a class of your own. you're quite the unique individual, and you experience any and all emotions and almost 3 times the vorce that the rest of us do. you feel strongly for your friends, and you seem like the type i'd like to get to know. :)
here goes nothing.6to8September 3 2004, 01:55:13 UTC
*sigh* you and i have been through just about everything together, and with each other. i'd like to say that i know everything about you, but i'm sure there's something deep down that you'll now never tell me. i'm not going to say you know everything about me, because i don't feel you do. as much as we know each other, i feel there's always a great misunderstanding between us about the other. being that we both have dangerous tempers, our fights can get dangerous to each other's emotions. being perfectly honest, i feel there are some things you've told me about your past that don't quite add up, but i always just let it go, saying you had your reasons. you're one of the fiercest feeling people i know, meaning that when you feel, you feel everything. there are times where i wish i could just tell you to leave me alone and you'd just respect that, but your personality would never allow that, which might explain our constant bickering. i do think that you need to learn that sometimes, someone just needs to be with themselves to
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Re: here goes nothing.6to8September 3 2004, 12:54:35 UTC
i kinda think that if you want something so much, you'll do anything to have it, and that kind of devotion can be harmful to all involved. when you fall, you fall almost desperately. and i think because of that, no matter how the breakup happens, you take everything about it to heart. when it comes to hurt of any kind, you're very vengeful. if someone hurts you, you want to hurt them back even more than even you can imagine. i think you're too logical about things. you always want to think things through and never really go on just instinct ever. for some reason, you take EVERYTHING about you the wrong way, and i think that kind of alienates you from people.
what can i say about you, bro? you're one of the few guys i can get along with, even if we haven't talked all that much. you and i have a lot in common, and we seem to be on the same page on just about everything. i got nothing but much love and respect for you.
april, things between you and i have never been cut and paste. things have been up and down with us, though right now we're getting along wonderfully, i think. you have a lot of love in you, and you're just waiting for the right/lucky guy so you can shower him and love him with everything you have. but because of that, i can see you getting hurt if the next guy isn't the one you're looking for, and he breaks it off before you're ready. once you do find him, i think it will be your classic heavenly match.
chele...oh boy. needless to say, you have an amazing gift with a pen/pencil. problem is, it tends to overprioritize itself in front of things that need to get done. i think you care strongly for those around you, but you're a little selfish about it. meaning, if they're your friends, they're just that first, and anyone else's friends second. you almost act like your friends have to answer to you before doing anything with anyone else. i think you've done some not-so-smart things in the past, and others agree with me. but i think you're learning. slowly, but you are. i do think you've still got volumes TO learn, but you'll get there. i hope college teaches you what you need to know, when you get there. and i think you need to stop caring so much about people's opinions. do something because you want to, not because someone else likes it. i think you're still hanging on to me, and that you need to let me go. regardless of the past, i do still respect you as a person, i guess i just don't trust you quite as much as i once
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