Why can't people ever do what they say?
I don't think I'll ever understand it and I'll always
be helplessly waiting around until the time is right for them.
I need to get on with my own life.


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I decided to not go into work today.
My back was really hurting when I woke up.
But when I called, I felt so guilty!
So maybe, now that I wrote this and I'm swamped with guilt
I'll go in now.

I feel icky.
I feel like throwing up.
I feel so helpless. :(

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I'd like to reformat my computer, but my XP home-edition installation disk is missing so I can't for the time being. Hopefully my dad finds a way for this to be possible. :/ I finished reformatting my computer and I didn't even need the disk like assumed. :) And hopefully we can get cable TV & internet soon! (Yes, we're lacking in that department. ( Read more... )

It would be nice to believe that when the rain comes, it washes everything bad away. Not just in nature, but in life. Why can't it be that simple? Why is it that we cannot start over at the first sight of rain? In life, you never really do get the chance to start over because there is always something from your past that has shaped you, that has ( Read more... )

Thunderstorms are my enemy.
(Or, I'm quite possibly just a baby.)
But somehow when they arrive you can always find me hiding.
I need to get over it, but I doubt I ever will..


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