college?

[666juggalette69]

So, last year I was sooo fucking excited to start college, and so upset when I had to drop my classes. This year, I don't know, I'm just feeling like I'm not ready, or that i don't want to go. I mean I want to better my life and be further educated, but i don't know. I don't know how I can afford it, like I'm going to try for financial aid and shit

Comments

[psychodorito]

oh man I know what you mean. I'm not sure I'm ever gonna go back at this point. But I figure if I find something I like to do, and it makes me happy, then I should just do that and good will come from it.
So I hope you find that thing that makes you happy :] or maybe you already found it? There's no reason why we should be stuck behind a desk or in a supermarket if that's not where we want to be

[sexylemons47]

yeah, i know how that feels, i feel like i cant go till this thing with my dad is over cuz, i dont know if ill have anywhere to live if things turn out badly and ill have additional expenses im not expecting but i hate putting it off cuz ill put it off forever, we'll get there tho. Ur really smart and i think in the end ull make the right decisions for urself

[x_comablack]

I feel the same way. It makes me feel even worse about it seeing as how people that were a grade below me are now planning on college and stuff, and I'm not. I mean I think the sooner you go the easier it is to get used to it again but if you're not ready, then you're just not, and it's fine. I've taken a year off already but it didn't feel like that long at all :P