blurry, tangled

Jan 21, 2010 00:19

no sleep
three nights now and no sleep
i feel crazed
the pain has me writhing
collapsing into myself


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pain, rachel, hospital, picture, justin, quinn, beth, hunter

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dig_your_self January 21 2010, 08:27:03 UTC
I don't often comment because I don't really know what to say, and I still don't..kinda suck at words. But your pictures broke my heart, and I know that there's nothing I can say or do to take the physical pain away, I wish there was. And I'm sorry you have to go through this.

<3 <3 <3

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anonymous January 21 2010, 08:29:53 UTC
I don't know what compelled me to check your journal at this time in the morning (being that it's after 2am for us Centralites) but I did.

And after I read through this entry, I checked the timestamp. I checked my clock.

It was 2:22. Three minutes.

So while we all can't surround you right now, smoosh into your bed, we are here.

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alanson January 21 2010, 08:42:32 UTC
thank you for your honesty... so often people are afraid to be vulnerable... what people don't know is that with the willingness to share vulnerability there is great strength. Eva, you have great strength... and there are so many of us out here in the ethos thinking of you and sending you energy... you have an army of good energy from all over the word... sending you my energy... you can do this.

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bfojpop January 21 2010, 08:54:10 UTC
After reading this post, I felt as though I had a lump in my throat. I don't know who you are, but you seem like a strong person, who's fighting hard. Keep fighting! You've just reminded me why I should always be thankful for the life I have.

I will remember you in my prayers.

By the way, your hair rocks! :)

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i_skye January 21 2010, 08:55:25 UTC
I wish there was more we could do from this side of the interwebs to send you our love and to give you strength! It's strange that I decided to check LJ tonight after just having my own horrible night of frustration and tears, but you remind me that we all struggle and we all have our low points but that we've just got to keep fighting and remember our blessings and hope for better days.

Here's to shedding tears and letting go of the fear and sadness and pain and for continually trying to find hope and strength. <3

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