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JH describes me as the personification of entropy. Must say I took that as a compliment ( Read more... )

First, we are temporarily out of water ( Read more... )

Little picture of Saddam I get to use to ignite things with, toy gun looking thing so I can shoot others and myself in the face, and a bright, blinky thing that reminds me of cop lights, but could cause seizures in some. Fun toys, until I lose them. Also got a silver rocket for Angela, if she wants it. Really odd paying more for the lighters than ( Read more... )

"To open door ( Read more... )

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Not in good mood, loneliness creeping back, not that it was ever really gone. Trying to be healthy and wise with my eating. That doesn't work. Could either accept a little body fat or quit eating. Eating gives me something to do while working and watching stuff before I go to bed ( Read more... )

Yes, Yes...I wish to leave. Why not just let me go away. I doubt they really need me here. How could me not being over here change anything. Need to work on mind stuff. I need to remember I am too mean to myself ( Read more... )

Sadly, I have been noticing for the past several days that I am no longer skinny. Perhaps some parts of me are still skinny, but I don't think overall I am anymore. Maybe I need to be anorexic or some shit. Or maybe I need to regain my freedom, and be able to eat what I want, if I decide I need to eat, but will not likely need to eat as I will ( Read more... )

hmmm...a bit of a tribute to Garbage in the subject...(yes there is, don't argue, just read first half...good song)...only fitting since I have been tormented with hopefulness that I finally got these heaps of outdated and inferior so-called technology to play some MPEGs...then they just lock up, looking back at me, blinking, as I look at them, ( Read more... )