iamisaac
Fandom 9
Neighbours
Bree/Sky
PG
set concurrently to where the series is in the UK at present
Dear Sky,
I am writing what I can never say. Words always came easier to me on the page than in my mouth.
I have been so angry, watching my brothers tear themselves apart over you. Angry, yes - and jealous. Kerry could never have been mine, of course: I'm not even an Auntie by blood - but when it comes to you, I'm all Timmins. I know why the boys love you. I feel what they feel - except you've never looked at me save as a sister.
You know - you must know - how I feel. You must look at me and see your younger self (dyed black hair and all) and know that it's the only way I can see of having you: to make myself, almost, into a part of you.
I love you, Sky. I hate what you have done to our family - you and Dr Kennedy between you - but somehow, I don't know why, it doesn't change how I feel. I know I'm too young for you. I know I'll only ever be Kerry's sort-of-Auntie.
But I know what I feel. And I won't change. I just wanted you to know.
Bree