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[404maple_syrup]

Day 81
Your Name: Steve Burnside
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 80/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: None.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.:  Oh yeah...day dreaming about breaking someone in half is always vivid.
Moods Experienced Today:  rage
Mood Triggers:  Redfield. Either of em. None of your fucking business.
Significant Thoughts of the

Comments

Private to Steve

[mrleonskennedy]

You know... I REALLY don't like the sound of any of that....

I'm not going to get an answer to "are you okay?" am I?

Private to Leon

[404maple_syrup]

Why don't you ask Claire if I'm ok? I'm sure she'll tell you ALL about it. Surprised she hasn't already, actually.

Doesn't mean she's right though. But you won't care, will you? Her word over mine?

Private to Steve

[mrleonskennedy]

oh boy....

I haven't spoken to Claire... yet...

We've been avoiding each other sense she got here....

God Steve... what happened?

Private to Leon

[404maple_syrup]

Does it matter? Once she tells you, you'll turn on me too.

She didn't even ask why, just remember that when she's telling you.

Private to Steve

[scarsnblueeyes]

..... Stevie... are you okay?

Private to Naruto

[404maple_syrup]

No...not really to be honest. The girl I've been in love with for ten years betrayed me last night...kinda hurts y'know?

Private to Steve

[scarsnblueeyes]

The red headed security bitch?

Private to Naruto

[404maple_syrup]

Hn...yeah...the redheaded security bitch.

I should've known....as a matter of fact, I DID know. I avoided her cause I knew, and she guilted me into seeing her.

Private

[404maple_syrup]

She uh...

She turned on me. She'll be sending Chris along any time now to interrogate me.

Should've known....

I'm sorry.

Private

[404maple_syrup]

You might hate me too after I tell you....but who knows. Might as well... ...I trust that you wouldn't betray me so easily....at least I hope not....

You ever made a deal with the devil? Cause I have. That's why she flipped out. Didn't even ask me WHY I made a deal with Wesker.

[pillows4thelulz]

You must be really pissed off. I wonder who could have pissed you off so much.

You hope who wakes up soon?

[404maple_syrup]

Haha, yeah. Understatement of the year. When the person you've been pining after for ten years betrays you, that kinda happens.

This guy, Wesker...he's in a coma right now and there are a lot of things he's missed since he got sick.

I'm Steve...and you are?

[pillows4thelulz]

Oh, sorry about that. I'm James.

Wow, that's a long time to be pining after someone. Maybe it's better this way. She might not have deserved you anyway.

In a coma? How- I mean, that's awful. He may have missed a lot, but a good precentage of people in coma's wake up. I'm sure he'll be glad to hear about it when he wakes up.

Is there anything I can do? I know we don't really know eachother, but, if you need to talk, I'd be more then willing to listen.

[404maple_syrup]

It's cool. It's nice to meet you, James.

Yeah...it's ok though. I have someone who loves me very much...and I love him too.

We don't know how he got there...that's another reason why I need to talk to him. I think he'll be able to tell me what happened.

You know...that'd be really nice actually...with how I'm feeling I could use a good ear...maybe a new friend...