Thoughts Macabre.

[3lwap0]

Lately, i've noticed that i'm traveling into a slow spiral of despondency. The cause of which is a realization that I came too a few years ago, that I try to forget about - and when I do think about it, it only further serves to push me further down the spiral of abject hopelessness

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Mortality

[illi_oh_girl]

There must be something in the air. I too, have begun to realize that I've hit the last wall for socialising in my age group (baptisms). The next time I will see some of these folks, will be, at funerals.

It is depressing as hell.

Here I am, a 33-year old, and I cannot and do not want to think about the days when my parents are gone. I have no idea how I would function without them. I talk to my mom and dad every single day. Without fail. I have for ten years.

I suppose, this cycle, and being on the ledge waiting for it to begin crumbling, is what make old people bitter.

And at the same time, I may beneath the earth before them. Who knows what God has planned.

All I can tell you is when the time comes none of us will ever be prepared. Parenthood is oddly like that. You never think you'll be ready to be a parent, then suddenly you are one. You adjust and be the parent your child needs (or at least I hope you do).

I dunno babe. It's a tough one.

I don't think there are answers to it either.

Re: Mortality

[3lwap0]

Nah, there ain't no good answers. I wish there was. *hugs you*