[screened from James]broken record

Jul 11, 2010 01:15

It's funny, I guess today was payback for not telling him sooner. But for all of it, i can't help but feel bad. He took me to meet his grandmother, just a sweet old lady at the airport and one look at her was enough to send me running. I dont know what's wrong with me these days. There's an itch i can't scratch and i feel like i'm tearing half the ( Read more... )

stop overthinking you twat, shuddup sam, what the hell am i doing?, stresssssed out, regrets, its getting to me, stuff it up why dont you, what are you about?, how do i say what can't be said?, start running, dont say a word, it's all good strangely, nutcase nanna, a tag about a boy, man enough to admit i'm scared, forever scared, back when, alone, sleeeeep, getting back on track, out of my mind

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[screened] 2needles2many July 11 2010, 08:44:50 UTC
It's that, yeah. I just - it should be easy to tell it these days but it still isn't. it has been easier though, this just snuck up on me. Strange, ever since i went home. Ah, im rambling. Sorry Ebs.
I know, I'll be round snappish. x

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bikini_bamalam July 11 2010, 09:33:34 UTC
Oh honey ur so hard on urself. What happened?? James is ttly into u, Im sure its gonna b all ok. Luv u lots xxxxx

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2needles2many July 11 2010, 10:11:23 UTC
I had a mental breakdown is what happened.
Hope so. You too, Dajve. Cheers.
You have a good one yesterday?

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bikini_bamalam July 11 2010, 10:18:24 UTC
Ugh no good :-( I ttly know a good therapist, maybe its not a bad idea???? Like u shdnt b unhappy like this, its not fair x

Yeahh it was okay. Like tbh i was working and im not so excited to get ny older lololol <3

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scratch_gabba July 11 2010, 20:38:52 UTC
What Dajve said, man. I know you said ages ago about you got this... thing, about old ladies (ha that sounds well wrong) aint you told James? theres no way he aint gonna understand. hes your bloke aint he, its his job to understand. Did you ever go get counselling?

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