Like Anyone Gives A Shit Anyway?

ok so youth group on friday was a downer, i was so excited about seeing a few friends from school and it turned out by the end of the evening i was glad to leave, so much can change in a week :( thou meeting up with lucy sometime over the next week should be good.

slept at katies last night and it feeels so much like sunday today. we had a laugh ( Read more... )

i was bad

then i got sent home from work

then i was bad again

then god damn it askked to go back into work

then cheered up

then saw katie :D:D:D

then saw nan

then went down

meh

i hate feeling like this

how have a been this stupid

family dont care, my nan is dying and other than my mum no one is doing buggar all

i hate this

i hate people

i hate you

Freak,
so weak
Alone,
like stone,
Lost ,
at what cost
betrayed,
as she layed
Death,
final breath
Stolen,
heart swollen
Gone froever
forgotten? Never!

so nans unwell, not showing any sign of improvement

you guys are all at school

i havent got work today

ill clean the house up for mum

ill start work on my folder

i might start sorting out my book

or i might just go back to bed

have a good day peeps

x

To Anyone

To anyone whose listening

Won’t you take my hand,

Guide me from this place

And take me to dry land.

To anyone who cares

Won’t you take me home

I no longer want to be

Scared, lost or all alone

To anyone whose strong

Enough for the both of us,

Won’t you reach out for me

For only you can I trust.

To anyone who’s out there

Won’t you ( Read more... )

wow i am so happy to have had my fears demolished yesterdat, ok so i was at work but nothing could have made me happier.

last night was fun, though maybe not

im in a stange mood toda, feel rather low, and yet strangely energetic.

oh me no know

So mum and dad woke me up really early topday shouting, well talking really loudly, i wandered into the kitchen gave mum a hug and realised my dads uncle and cousin were there, i mean OMG they saw me looking like this ( Read more... )

so far today i have found great pleasure in desposing of the majority of my school stuff, anything that i personally cant use is gone...bonfire anyone ( Read more... )