Title: Leaving
Chapter: 3
Author:
slasher48 /
bad_bad_booksRating: NC-17.
Pairing: Danny/Ryan :)
Disclaimer: If I owned them, they'd both be Sabres forever. Danny's gone already, so obviously I don't.
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Ryan's eyes were black with agony as he stared at Danny with a kind of pained surprise. "I....I...."
The door swung open and Drew walked in with a stack of papers, his eyes on the bundle and not the spectacle before him. "Bro, these came for you from the Buffalo news, some guy faxed 'em or somethin', you're in one of 'em and," he finally looked up, "whoa, sorry, dude, I'll go." He threw the papers on the bed and exited quickly, hurriedly removing himself from a scene like that.
Danny's eyes turned back to Ryan. "What were you gonna say?"
Ryan swallowed and picked up the articles from the bed, reading each one through quickly and feeling more and more like an ass with every word absorbed. "Oh..oh my God. Danny..."
"Wha-", Danny was cut off in his confusion as Ryan dropped the papers to pull him into a hard, desperate kiss, plundering his mouth without warning. Danny wrapped his arms around Ryan's neck and kissed back just as passionately, sure this was some sort of goodbye.
They only pulled back when oxygen became an urgent need, looking at each other, Ryan's eyes wide with apology and regret, Danny's shocked and horrified because he knew now what he'd be missing.
"Ryan?"
That one word seemed to break the goaltender; he collapsed into Danny's shoulder with loud sobs, wrapping his arms around the Canadian with shaking hands. Alarmed, Danny pulled him in tighter, holding him tenderly and stroking his hair. "I'm so, so sorry, my love, how could I ever think it'd be your fault, of course you wanted to stay...please forgive me..."
Danny nodded against the skin of his neck where his face was buried. "Of course, Ryan, you're forgiven, you didn't know, I understand..."
Ryan pulled back to stare into his eyes, his own misty with tears and showing obvious guilt. "I won't make you do that, Danny, I promise. Whatever we have to do, I'm yours, for as long as you want me."
Danny's eyes welled up again, but this time, tears of relief were what fell. "I'll want you forever, Ryan. I'm sorry it had to be this way, but you get why I had to leave now."
Ryan nodded."Mhm, I understand now. I love you so much, Danny." Before Danny could return the sentiment, he found himself with an armful of passionate goalie and lips against his, practically devouring him.
Danny let himself be lead onto Ryan's bed, crawling back towards the headboard to make more room for his lover. Ryan took his mouth hostage, swiping every corner of Danny's sweetness with his tongue and moving his fingers down to remove Danny's shirt.
That went quickly, followed by Ryan's, ripped off by Danny's trembling fingers as he continued to let himself be ravished. When Ryan pulled away to go lock the door and then pull off his pants, Danny whispered softly, "I love you, too, Ryan," and glorified in the smile given to him.
Soon they were both naked, and Ryan pressed their hips together, muffling their moans with each other's mouths. "C-condom?", Danny asked when they finally separated, and Ryan nodded yes eagerly, reaching to grab a condom and lube from under the bed. He ripped open the package and sheathed himself, then coated himself with lube, and taking his still slick fingers, shoved one deep inside his lover.
Danny arched with a loud cry, "Fuck!" Ryan quickly attached his lips to Danny's again to stifle his loud noises of pleasure as he prepared him, changing from one finger to two and stretching him tenderly. When he felt his love was ready, he moved away once to see Danny's eyes, which were filled with nothing but love and consent, and slid himself slowly into his lover's body.
"Uh," Danny gasped out, automatically wrapping his legs around Ryan's hips and arching his back so Ryan slipped all the way inside him. He panted for a long minute, trying to adjust, but with a nod, they both started to move, biting each other to suppress moans and screams. Danny sunk his teeth into Ryan's shoulder when his lover finally hit his gland, and gripped his shoulders so tightly he was sure he'd leave fingerprint shaped bruises. "God, faster," he moaned lowly, trying to pull Ryan deeper inside him the same time as he moved his hand down to his own neglected cock. He wrapped his fist around his length and started to jerk himself as he felt Ryan start moving more quickly inside him, pushing him closer and closer toward the edge.
When Ryan changed angles to hit his gland with every thrust and his rhythm started to be come erratic, hard and fast with no control, Danny clenched around him and came so hard he saw stars, gasping the name of the man he loved. Ryan followed with a groan, pushing himself in and out of Danny's body a few more times before he filled the condom inside him and slumped on top of his chest.
Ryan tied and trashed the condom and reached under the bed for a cloth to clean Danny up. When they were clean and the afterglow had passed, they kissed lazily, both of them smiling contentedly. "Love you," Ryan murmured finally pulling away from the kiss.
Danny's smile grew wider. "Love you, too."
They both slugged along Ryan's floor to pick up their boxers and shirts and put them on, then got into bed and wrapped their arms around each other.
Talking would come later, for now they could just sleep peacefully, right where they both wanted to be.
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This could be the end...I don't know for sure. I might end up making a sequel or continuing this where Danny will stay with Ryan for the offseason. Like it? :)