Busy Busy Busy

[2curious]

Hmmm I have been really busy with my class so no time to update my Journal.

Will get bk to this later...not in the mood rt now...lol
TOO BUSY....lol

Comments

[ekdogg]

I hope you are okay - I haven't heard from you in ages.

I am OK

[2curious]

I did try email you a rather lengthy letter but the damn thing would not recognize the server and my computer locked up...sorry I was so ticked I planned to reply later. I am doing ok and hanging there as Destiny's Child sang....hey I'm a SURVIVOR...not gonna give up!
I am going to the gym 5-6 days a week and taking a Kuk Sool Won martial arts class...it is hilarious to watch me I am sure...my ass is getting tight for the first time in my life..LOL I will write more later thanks I just happened to ck this box so they would not discontinue it.

Re: I am OK

[ekdogg]

good...this sounds the happiest I have heard you in ages.

Re: I am OK

[2curious]

Not sure if its happy but I am pretty much to the point where I really dont care too much for anything..I see myself pulling away from people again but I am getting inshape. i kinda feel like I am preparing myself to look half way decent when I will more than likely be single. I think more and more everyday that I just don't want to go the rest of my life and not be held and cherished. I can ass from anyone you know (well almost...benefit of being a woman) but I long to be loved and be truly in love again. You know its not the butterflies its just haveing the security to know that they feel the same way as i do about them...completely adore and look forward to being with and seeing each other. I miss having somethingto look forward to in my life more than anything...I guess that was the void E filled for awhile. I still think about him way more than I should, I worry about him flying missions and crap with his family life on his mind...I know i carry too much for someone that I really did not mean too much too I suppose. That