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[captslow_show]

I may have just taken the biggest risk of my life thus far. Last weekend he came over to my place and we watched Castle until three in the morning, making a spur of the moment decision to let him stay with me that night when he asked. Nothing happened, not even a kiss, but I since realize that he was offering, and that because of me nothing

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[captslow_show]

He showed up at my place late afternoon for his overdue conversation and whatnot, sprawling across my bed like it was his as he always does, and brought up the message with many awkward hmms and haws from both of us. Long story short his answer to staying the night was no, but I missed the specific reason for his answer, catching only the name of this friend of ours who has been staying in his room with he and his roommate the past week or so. Female friend, mind you. She's a sweetheart and I love her dearly because she has such a big heart, but she doesn't realize when she's being a huge flirt sometimes, and yeah. He either declined because she's been staying at his place and needs someone to unlock doors and stuff, or because he and her 'accidentally' became a 'thing', but I don't know exactly

[darkgreylenses]

good luck! I haven't had the best luck with relationships due to my lack of experience.. I never knew whether or not to make the first move or even what to do, and I was so scared of 'making things awkward' between us. Turns out the guy was a complete arsehole, so maybe it was for the best that nothing happened between us. I hope you get what you want though.