I am officially Carla's babysitter. I work for her 4 nights a week. Wednesday - Saturday. Olivia (neighbor) said she wouldn't mind watching them some nights for $ & so I can get out. If she asks me to watch them on tuesday or sunday i'm going to have to say no. Family stress, & school & everything in between.... I need freedom & now I only have 3 ( Read more... )

So I took up this job where I'm my mom's friend Carla's babysitter. She works @ a bar so I work 9pm to 3am. It's actually okay work. The kids are good. Austin whos 7 & Olivia whos 5. shes so cute. :) I think they like me... i'm not to sure. I treat olivia like jennie...dispite the yelling of course. So I work Wednesdays, Thursdays, Fridays & ( Read more... )

Last night my parents faught.
Screaming & YELLING.
I blamed everything he's
done in the past year on this city.
Bryan was right... where ever you go
your problems go with you.
Its not this town, nor is it the people.
it's my dad.
I realized it last night my dad hasnt changed ( Read more... )

I'm a mess.
Nothing is going right.
I need someone to ALWAYS be there
for me.
But no one ever is.
I tried to get over it.
I'm being ignored.
You dont have to lie.
Nor do you have to explain.
I'm sorry I cant be something for you
I'm sorry I cant be more.
I miss my old friends
who said they'd always be there.
They aren't.
My mom told me today ( Read more... )

Last week was a wreck, between all the stuff happening with Josh...
I had my own stuff to think about.

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