there are so many times where i just shove the pain inside of me and think that it will never come out again. when in all actuallity it comes out with a vengence. for many years now i have done just that and never delt with my problems just ran. it makes you very apathetic to the person you look at in the mirror every morning insted of wanting to ( Read more... )

ugh. boys.
i dunno what to do
if you read this and have my numero then hit me up
cz i need to talk to someone abt it.

life is...well how can you explain it. it has the high highs and the lowest lows. but all in all its great. we are all given more than we need or deserve. i guess theres always something to be thankful for in the end. and there is always someone there for you no matter what happens, even when all others fail, theres god. so live life. Laissez les ( Read more... )

its over.

While nicotene and caffine rule my mind ( Read more... )

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so, it is the new year and as i look back on all the things that have changed and where i am now it amazes me. this time last year i was breaking up with a guy, very immature, not ready to be a sophmore, preppyish.non good music tastes, not intrested in my future. now-engaged, more mature (but still have a long way to go), ready to get out of high ( Read more... )

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I have so many feelings to express for him ( Read more... )

so today i locked my self out when i was taking the trash out and it was amazing how God worked it all out. I stood around for 2 hours waiting for someone to help me(my cell was in the house). When finally s a lady (tracy) helped me find the landlord's help. Well I live on the 3rd floor, so we got to the 2nd floor then he lifted me up so i could ( Read more... )