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[1whogoesbe4]

My dad is the biggest coward on the face of the earth that I know. Yeah, part of this is venting, but I'm fed up with him blaming my job situation and his personal financial situation on me. It's disgusting and I have a really hard time not being bitter about it

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[mandajanie]

Why do you still live at home? Why do you need your parents support to geo to grad school? Just go! Get loans and go. :)

[1whogoesbe4]

Yeah, if I could get loans but I'd feel like I'm not trusting God if I did get the loans...I have a conviction to not get into anymore debt. I learned the hard way about student loan debt and I don't want to repeat it.

I'm all about not spending money I don't have, but then again, not going to grad school isn't really helping either is it?

I still trust God, I'm just obviously frustrated with the circumstances I'm in, but I know I can't get more in debt simply for the sake of my career. I've got to believe He's going to make the path right for me if that is indeed his plan for me. It's just really hard waiting for it though in the midst of struggles and sufferings.

And as far as my parents go, it's not whether I need them or not, it's an opportunity for them to actually be my parents...I'm just fed up with them blowing the opportunity and me not being able to get out on my own without having to sell myself into financial bondage.