lastnight i realised how much Henry looks like... Gid. it was shocking, really. in a very lusting sort of way.

-xoxo-

my icon is a picture of the new man in my life. i have never felt such a deep sensation of lust while looking at a boy, as i do with him. every hour that i dont see him aches, and every day that i know i will see him drags on like he does on his cigaretts. but then we touch, and i feel oh so loved ( Read more... )

its depressing how unfamiliar i am with my house. everynight this week, while walking back to my bedroom from the living room, i have ran into the coffee table. i now look as if belonging to an abussive man....

-xoxo-

k.c.'s flirting tactics are beyond cute. i love the high fives in spanish and when he plays with my naval ring in biology. he asks me if i want to have sex with him... but i just dont think im ready for that with someone whom im so close to on the friends spectrum. i couldnt stand to loose him form my side if something went wrong ( Read more... )

today Sabrina and i walked home holding hands... it was nice...

-xoxo-

was a very productive day. woke up, walked into the living room, sat on the couch and watched the clock. at about 9:45 i ate a bowel of KIX, and a yummy fruit smoothy my mommy had made. went back to bed, then mom came and asked if i wanted to go return my shirt in fresno, and spend time together. ofcourse i jumped at the option ( Read more... )

stephanie, sabrina, and i went to lemoore and saw Without a Paddle. it was sooooo funny! we then went to mcdonalds and bought some Mcflurries. yummy! some little emo gothic kids were outside and we asked them for some ciggs. they reluctantly passed some over. after that we came home. i changed and left to mark kains 3 kegger with julie. lil mike ws ( Read more... )

today was a good day. lets see, gemoetery was ok. my teacher looks so much like Justin, its scary. and yes justin far away in seatle, i am talking about you. lets see i then went to history. warden was all in his skater shit, trying to be a kewl teacher. i think its cute how they try to fit in with us. ceramics sucked, i couldnt make the pot we ( Read more... )

i need a vacation. someone take me far away with them. take me somewhere that has underage drinking, cheap weed, and prostitution is legal. if you do i promise you the time of your life....

-xoxo-

**edit** tomorrow night <3 Paul <3 and the rest of Atari Champ are playing at Kuppa Joe (Fresno). they'll be joined by Winter Wardrobe. its only $6.00 ( Read more... )

mistakes have been forgiven, arguments have been settled, sabrina and i are in love once again, and my teeth are polished clean ( Read more... )