Title: Your God My God
Fandom: D.Gray-Man
Pairing: Tyki x Kanda
Theme set: Epsilon
Rating: PG-13
Warning[s]: Totally implied sex and not so good writing~. Ohhohohohoho. D:
#01 - Motion
Maybe it was the gears of fate set in motion against his better judgment but he was falling hard for the enemy.
#02 - Cool
All he could do was admire how the cool air became warm whenever those arms embraced him.
#03 - Young
When they talked about memories of their youth all the Japanese man could remember was working with the Order, and the elder didn’t like it.
#04 - Last
Maybe this would be the first and last time they saw each other, here on this battle field, but maybe this brief admiration would grow.
#05 - Wrong
They were wrong. He wasn’t brainwashed but only he knew that.
#06 - Gentle
The gentle kisses, the touches, he didn’t want to leave them.
#07 - One
Tyki was the first one for many things in his life and Kanda was sure it was a sin.
#08 - Thousand
In that one moment it seemed like a thousand years of silence went by in merely moments.
#09 - King
There was no king here to look up too, just each other.
#10 - Learn
It would be a while until Kanda would learn how addicted he was to the Noah; He wouldn’t care.
#11 - Blur
The line between enemy and lover was quickly becoming a blur with the sensual caresses, the kisses, and the slow thrusting.
#12 - Wait
Kanda asked Tyki to wait for him at their secret lovers rendezvous every day and never once had he gotten a complaint.
#13 - Change
Tyki could tell Kanda was going through a change the longer they were together and secretly he enjoyed it.
#14 - Command
The command was simple, kill the Noah, but why did he like it was the hardest thing in the word?
#15 - Hold
Kanda’s hold on Tyki never once loosened that night, wanting to express his love on this possibly last night.
#16 - Need
The younger needed the touches, craved the feeling of Tyki more than he ever had in his life.
#17 - Vision
His vision blurred at the scene before him, but he wouldn’t show it, he would force himself to remain strong as he lifted the sword.
#18 - Attention
The attention he received despite his attempt confused the teen, he wanted to pull back into himself but right now he found he couldn’t.
#19 - Soul
His soul felt tainted for the first time and it wasn’t because he disobeyed an order.
#20 - Picture
Tyki convinced him to get a picture together and Kanda looked gloomy al the way through.
#21 - Fool
It was Tyki who had killed his friend, and that knowledge changed the normal course of their lives.
#22 - Mad
Perhaps he was a little mad but Kanda enjoyed the sweet torture the man handed out.
#23 - Child
Since a child he had been emotionless to most things, but he could feel something inside him changing all of that somehow.
#24 - Now
When Kanda asked what they should worry about Tyki replied with a simple answer, “The here and now.”
#25 - Shadow
They both hid their shadows, Tyki’s just happened to be a little darker and sadistic.
#26 - Goodbye
For now it was good-bye but in their hearts they both knew they’d see each other again, somehow, some day.
#27 - Hide
They could hide, run, leave to a place where there was no Order and no Church but most importantly no war.
#28 - Fortune
They ate Chinese that night, Kanda getting a most happy fortune, and at that moment he was glad Tyki was there.
#29 - Safe
He felt safe here, within the elder mans hold on their bed, and he would be for a long time.
#30 - Ghost
It was like he saw a ghost when he saw that small bit of White peek through again; he was glad.
#31 - Book
It took the two of them to finish that book but they finally did it.
#32 - Eye
Kanda looked into those golden eyes, leaning up to get a closer look; they always entranced him.
#33 - Never
“Will you ever let me go”, he once asked Kanda when the exorcist held on a little too tight, “Never.”
#34 - Sing
That was the first time he’d heard his exorcist sing at all and he decided it fit perfectly.
#35 - Sudden
It was happening all too suddenly, this war, Tyki, everything.
#36 - Stop
For a third time he put their relationship development on hold.
#37 - Time
Time was precious in their world; the slightest second could get them caught.
#38 - Wash
For the third time Kanda went for a wash and Tyki would have said he was a germaphobic if he hadn’t known better.
#39 - Torn
It was time and he was torn between his heart and duty for truly the first time.
#40 - History
Would they both just fade into history if they were to die, without a soul remembering they had ever existed?
#41 - Power
Power was all that mattered in this war; in reality there was no room for him right now.
#42 - Bother
This was all such a pointless bother to him; neither of them had died nor injured the other.
#43 - God
Would their God help them if he knew about everything he was doing behind the Order’s back, he wondered.
#44 - Wall
After that battle it was like a wall formed between them and white wasn’t here to make it all better like he normally did.
#45 - Naked
Naked, sweating, pants escaping lips that weren’t those of the man he’d been with a second ago.
#46 - Drive
Whit could drive him up a wall with his mannerisms but he’d missed this side of the man he cared so much for.
#47 - Harm
White would never harm him, not in a million years; perhaps that’s where he adored his dork.
#48 - Precious
To the white side Kanda was something precious he’d never though a guy like him would be able to obtain.
#49 - Hunger
When his stomach rumbled he grabbed the Japanese man’s hand and led him off inside; it was definitely time to eat.
#50 - Believe
When White said he loved him, each time, it made him believe everything would be all right for the first time in his life.