DeathNote / LxMatsuda
Fandom: DeathNote
Pairing: L x Matsuda Tota
Theme set: Epsilon
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Spoilers for volume seven
#01 - Motion
Mostly, L only moves to reach forward to stir some tea or get a forkful of cake, but Matsuda still can't help but look at him.
#02 - Cool
Matsuda was too earnest in his attempts and L was weird and didn't even bother to attempt; while they might never be popular, the fact that their social standings were pretty much the same kept them from feeling alone.
#03 - Young
"I can't believe Ryuuzaki is a year younger than you," Aizawa complained loudly after L revealed his age one day during lunch. "I thought for sure you were three or four years younger than him, Matsuda!"
#04 - Last
Matsuda was always the last to understand things, but he was the first to get kissed by L.
#05 - Wrong
Matsuda had always thought that boys kissing each other was wrong, but when L kissed him, nothing had ever felt so right.
#06 - Gentle
As L stacked sugar cubes upon one another, Matsuda watched in amazement at how L seemed to treat each cube like a child.
#07 - One
"There's only one strawberry on my ca-" L said, blinking and then smiling when Matsuda scooped his own strawberry off his cake and onto L's plate.
#08 - Thousand
A picture is worth a thousand words, but making Matsuda blush is priceless.
#09 - King
"Check," Matsuda said as he moved his pawn diagonal to L's king.
#10 - Learn
Being quite the stud in college, Matsuda was glad that he was the one who taught L how to kiss, and was equally glad that L was such a fast learner.
#11 - Blur
"They're all blurry, Matsuda-kun," L commented as he looked at the pictures they had gotten from the photo booth. "You really shouldn't have moved; all I did was give you a kiss."
#12 - Wait
Because of the risks and protests it would raise from the rest of the team, L and Matsuda decided to keep their relationship a secret, and as such had to wait until the last member of the NPA left the headquarters.
#13 - Change
All Matsuda had at the time was some meager change that couldn't even buy him a bowl of ramen at the place down the street, but he still bought L a pastry on his way to work.
#14 - Command
L was always in command and that was just the way Matsuda liked it.
#15 - Hold
At night, they would cling to each other because neither knew if they would be awake in the morning.
#16 - Need
"Matsuda-san, I need a piece of paper," L said, staring at Matsuda and silently saying, I need you.
#17 - Vision
Shortly after they started dating, Matsuda started dreaming of L's death.
#18 - Attention
L was always in the spotlight and Matsuda was in the shadows, but that was okay because every light needs a shadow.
#19 - Soul
"Someone once said that lovers were two halves of the same soul," Matsuda laughed nervously. "But that's silly, isn't it?"
#20 - Picture
On November fifth, Matsuda takes out the photo and cries, because that's all he has left of L.
#21 - Fool
Matsuda may be an idiot, but he was L's idiot.
#22 - Mad
"Are you crazy? It might be sugar, but it'll explode in your mouth!" Matsuda exclaims as L pops a Mentos in his mouth and prepares to take a swig of Diet Coke.
#23 - Child
Sometimes, L wonders if Matsuda would be a protective and nurturing parent, or if he would remain as he was now.
#24 - Now
Since he started working on the Kira case, L looked only at the now, because the now has Matsuda and the future has L's death.
#25 - Shadow
Matsuda didn't laugh when L told him that he didn't like the dark because of the shadows; instead, Matsuda just smiled and admitted that he didn't care much for the dark either.
#26 - Goodbye
Deep down, Matsuda always knew that L would die during this case.
#27 - Hide
While L didn't necessarily like being out in public, sometimes he wished he could go out with Matsuda and not care who saw them.
#28 - Fortune
Matsuda might not be rich, but he always feels like he won the lottery whenever he kisses L.
#29 - Safe
"There's no such thing as safety, Matsuda-kun," L stated, "Just precautions."
#30 - Ghost
Occasionally Matsuda will see a man with messy black hair and will remind himself that there's no such thing as ghosts.
#31 - Book
L didn't even know Matsuda read until he went over to Matsuda's house for supper one night.
#32 - Eye
"There was something in my eye," Matsuda lied quickly when Misa walked in on him and L kissing.
#33 - Never
L knew there's no such thing as forever but he still wishes that this love would never end.
#34 - Sing
Despite the fact he can't sing, Matsuda still serenades L.
#35 - Sudden
The heart attack was so sudden that L couldn't even tell Matsuda "I love you" before he died.
#36 - Stop
"We should probably-" Matsuda mumbles, his face bright red, as L licks at his neck.
#37 - Time
For the last forty seconds of his life L could only see Light and that thought alone made L want to kill Yagami Light.
#38 - Wash
Though the bathtub was small Matsuda still insisted that they bathe together.
#39 - Tom
L had never seen a tomcat before, which was probably the reason why he let Matsuda keep it.
#40 - History
"History was my worst subject," L admitted, to which Matsuda replied, "Really? History was my best!"
#41 - Power
When the lights went out suddenly and they were plunged in darkness, L and Matsuda simply snuggled closer together.
#42 - Bother
"You can be so annoying," Matsuda complained loudly when L requested that Matsuda yet again go out to buy more donuts.
#43 - God
During this time, L began to wonder when God was replaced with Kira and when Matsuda began to practically worship L.
#44 - Wall
Matsuda had an annoying habit of pressing L right against the wall whenever they slept together.
#45 - Naked
Matsuda still blushes when he gets naked for L despite L having seen it before.
#46 - Drive
L never knew what made Matsuda stick with the investigation, but he was thankful for whatever did drive him.
#47 - Harm
Never before had Matsuda been so afraid of someone getting hurt.
#48 - Precious
Matsuda was L's precious person, and as such L made sure that Matsuda was never too far.
#49 - Hunger
Nothing tasted so good to L as strawberries and Matsuda.
#50 - Believe
"You're the only one I've ever believed in," Matsuda whispered as he pressed his forehead against L's and stared him in the eye.
Pairing: L x Matsuda Tota
Theme set: Epsilon
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Spoilers for volume seven
#01 - Motion
Mostly, L only moves to reach forward to stir some tea or get a forkful of cake, but Matsuda still can't help but look at him.
#02 - Cool
Matsuda was too earnest in his attempts and L was weird and didn't even bother to attempt; while they might never be popular, the fact that their social standings were pretty much the same kept them from feeling alone.
#03 - Young
"I can't believe Ryuuzaki is a year younger than you," Aizawa complained loudly after L revealed his age one day during lunch. "I thought for sure you were three or four years younger than him, Matsuda!"
#04 - Last
Matsuda was always the last to understand things, but he was the first to get kissed by L.
#05 - Wrong
Matsuda had always thought that boys kissing each other was wrong, but when L kissed him, nothing had ever felt so right.
#06 - Gentle
As L stacked sugar cubes upon one another, Matsuda watched in amazement at how L seemed to treat each cube like a child.
#07 - One
"There's only one strawberry on my ca-" L said, blinking and then smiling when Matsuda scooped his own strawberry off his cake and onto L's plate.
#08 - Thousand
A picture is worth a thousand words, but making Matsuda blush is priceless.
#09 - King
"Check," Matsuda said as he moved his pawn diagonal to L's king.
#10 - Learn
Being quite the stud in college, Matsuda was glad that he was the one who taught L how to kiss, and was equally glad that L was such a fast learner.
#11 - Blur
"They're all blurry, Matsuda-kun," L commented as he looked at the pictures they had gotten from the photo booth. "You really shouldn't have moved; all I did was give you a kiss."
#12 - Wait
Because of the risks and protests it would raise from the rest of the team, L and Matsuda decided to keep their relationship a secret, and as such had to wait until the last member of the NPA left the headquarters.
#13 - Change
All Matsuda had at the time was some meager change that couldn't even buy him a bowl of ramen at the place down the street, but he still bought L a pastry on his way to work.
#14 - Command
L was always in command and that was just the way Matsuda liked it.
#15 - Hold
At night, they would cling to each other because neither knew if they would be awake in the morning.
#16 - Need
"Matsuda-san, I need a piece of paper," L said, staring at Matsuda and silently saying, I need you.
#17 - Vision
Shortly after they started dating, Matsuda started dreaming of L's death.
#18 - Attention
L was always in the spotlight and Matsuda was in the shadows, but that was okay because every light needs a shadow.
#19 - Soul
"Someone once said that lovers were two halves of the same soul," Matsuda laughed nervously. "But that's silly, isn't it?"
#20 - Picture
On November fifth, Matsuda takes out the photo and cries, because that's all he has left of L.
#21 - Fool
Matsuda may be an idiot, but he was L's idiot.
#22 - Mad
"Are you crazy? It might be sugar, but it'll explode in your mouth!" Matsuda exclaims as L pops a Mentos in his mouth and prepares to take a swig of Diet Coke.
#23 - Child
Sometimes, L wonders if Matsuda would be a protective and nurturing parent, or if he would remain as he was now.
#24 - Now
Since he started working on the Kira case, L looked only at the now, because the now has Matsuda and the future has L's death.
#25 - Shadow
Matsuda didn't laugh when L told him that he didn't like the dark because of the shadows; instead, Matsuda just smiled and admitted that he didn't care much for the dark either.
#26 - Goodbye
Deep down, Matsuda always knew that L would die during this case.
#27 - Hide
While L didn't necessarily like being out in public, sometimes he wished he could go out with Matsuda and not care who saw them.
#28 - Fortune
Matsuda might not be rich, but he always feels like he won the lottery whenever he kisses L.
#29 - Safe
"There's no such thing as safety, Matsuda-kun," L stated, "Just precautions."
#30 - Ghost
Occasionally Matsuda will see a man with messy black hair and will remind himself that there's no such thing as ghosts.
#31 - Book
L didn't even know Matsuda read until he went over to Matsuda's house for supper one night.
#32 - Eye
"There was something in my eye," Matsuda lied quickly when Misa walked in on him and L kissing.
#33 - Never
L knew there's no such thing as forever but he still wishes that this love would never end.
#34 - Sing
Despite the fact he can't sing, Matsuda still serenades L.
#35 - Sudden
The heart attack was so sudden that L couldn't even tell Matsuda "I love you" before he died.
#36 - Stop
"We should probably-" Matsuda mumbles, his face bright red, as L licks at his neck.
#37 - Time
For the last forty seconds of his life L could only see Light and that thought alone made L want to kill Yagami Light.
#38 - Wash
Though the bathtub was small Matsuda still insisted that they bathe together.
#39 - Tom
L had never seen a tomcat before, which was probably the reason why he let Matsuda keep it.
#40 - History
"History was my worst subject," L admitted, to which Matsuda replied, "Really? History was my best!"
#41 - Power
When the lights went out suddenly and they were plunged in darkness, L and Matsuda simply snuggled closer together.
#42 - Bother
"You can be so annoying," Matsuda complained loudly when L requested that Matsuda yet again go out to buy more donuts.
#43 - God
During this time, L began to wonder when God was replaced with Kira and when Matsuda began to practically worship L.
#44 - Wall
Matsuda had an annoying habit of pressing L right against the wall whenever they slept together.
#45 - Naked
Matsuda still blushes when he gets naked for L despite L having seen it before.
#46 - Drive
L never knew what made Matsuda stick with the investigation, but he was thankful for whatever did drive him.
#47 - Harm
Never before had Matsuda been so afraid of someone getting hurt.
#48 - Precious
Matsuda was L's precious person, and as such L made sure that Matsuda was never too far.
#49 - Hunger
Nothing tasted so good to L as strawberries and Matsuda.
#50 - Believe
"You're the only one I've ever believed in," Matsuda whispered as he pressed his forehead against L's and stared him in the eye.