Kyuteuk - You're Mine and Mine Only
Title : Regret / You’re mine and mine only
Pairing: Leeteuk / Kyuhyun / Kyuteuk, very slight Kangteuk
Disclaimer: All the members belong to themselves and SME
Rating : PG - 13
Genre: Angst / Romance
Word count: 1500
Warning: Evil Kyuhyun / Light smut
NB: Sequel to Freefall but it can read separately
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It already past eleven at night and all members was out celebrating their victory in Golden Daesang Award except two, the youngest and the eldest. The youngest said he was in bad condition, meanwhile the oldest felt responsible to take care his magnae, assuring his other members to enjoy their party without them.
But it seemed it wasn’t the real reason…
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"Please… Stop it," he gasped, suppressing his fear. He was trapped.
“I won’t…” he smiled while pinning the other’s hands to the wall behind him. “You lied to me, now… I want you to let me go… I have to visit Kangin,” in second his glowing eyes became darken, he hissed, his voice low and dangerous, “Tell me… Why you choose him instead of me?” his grab tightening painfully around his wrists.
“What do you mean?” the smaller one heartbeat quickened. He leaned in to him, barely inch away. He could feel his deep breath. “I’m the magnae of the group… And the most good looking one, why you love him rather than me?” he repeated coldly.
“Kyuhyun…” that’s the only one escaped from his small lips.
“Does that person more important than me?” Eeteuk couldn’t understand what he was talking about. Why he had to be jealous? “He’s just close friend of mine,” he answered.
“Don’t lie… I know you’ve lied to me…” His gaze focused on his eyes, making him shiver through his spine. “I didn’t lie…” Eeteuk knitted his eyebrow, slightly affraid with the younger action.
“Then, tell me the truth,” Kyuhyun commanded. His eyes fenetrated deep inside the older’s. “I swear I didn’t, we’re just friend,” he answered in confusion. “Why you act like this, honey?” he called him with his favorite nickname.
Kyuhyun considered for a moment. “You always with him… He even declared himself as your guardian,” Eeteuk frowned, “It’s just for our fans… And why you act like a jealous boy…“ Kyuhyun suddenly closed his lips over Eeteuk’s. His leader shocked with the sudden attack, the magnae breaking the kiss. He trailed his lips up to his ear, nibbling his ear. The smaller shivered through his spine with the alien sensation and his dongsaeng whispered slowly, “You don’t know? You really don’t know?”
Eeteuk eyes widen with realization, his head was bombarded with horror, “This… this is wrong,” he took a deep breath, “…We’re member of Super Junior and to put in the first place… we are both boys!” Kyuhyun pulled away but kept his hand on Eeteuk’s. He glared at his hyung, almost overwhelming.
“Don’t give me that damn stupid reason!” his voice high with anger, driving Eeteuk in fear. He never mad like this before. “You always hug him, kiss him, hold his hand so cheerfully!!” he yelled but deep inside, Eeteuk could feel his pained voice and wondered how could this happen, “It was just a fan service, honey,” he tried to place his hand on the younger boy shoulder, assuring him, but he dodged it.
“How could you be so blind?” Kyuhyun looked at him directly on his eyes. The other gave him questioning look. “Don’t you know the reason he drunk and called you nowhere in the middle of night, made an excuse to pick him up? He did that so he could be with you! He tried to make you his!“ Kyuhyun punched the wall beside Eeteuk head, his body trembling with rage.
“It…it can’t be…” the blonde man shivered. “We are close friend… that’s why…” he startled when hearing his dongsaeng laugh. It was sarcastic and fearing, “That’s why he driving while he was under alcohol influence although he knew that he could call you whenever he needed you?!” Eeteuk face showing puzzled look, “What… What do you mean…?”
“I told him…” the black haired boy smirked, “I told him that you’re mine and he shouldn’t get on our way,” and while listening to that strange, cruel voice, Eeteuk’s eyes blurred with tears. “That’s why he stop calling you and busying himself in soju but… he just an alcoholic after all,” his laughter really shrinking Eeteuk’s heart. “…And that accident happened,” his intimidating gaze met him.
“I don’t know who you are… You’re not Kyuhyun… Kyuhyun really loves his hyung and never did something so cruel…” his voice trembled. “And you should show some respects to your hyung! Don’t ‘he’ him! He has a name for god sake!”
The magnae smirked, “See? You always take his side,” leaned his body toward his hyung. The leader wanted to lash his frustration out, “He is Kangin, our beloved friend, our beloved appa!” suddenly, Kyuhyun crashed his lips upon Eeteuk’s, silencing his words. “That also my reason disliking him,” he murmured against his leader’s lips. “Umma and Appa? Don’t make me laugh… I told you he tried to make you his with this stupid family relationship,” the corner of his lips slightly upward.
“Please, give my Kyuhyun back… I don’t know who is the one talking before me right now…” his eyes brimming with tears.
“You clearly don’t know me… I’ll do anything to make you mine, whatever the cost,” he leaned closer to his leader, stealing his breath away.
“Please, you put our family in difficult state,” a sad expression revealed on Eeteuk face.
“I said whatever the cost, even it means to smash this family down,” he smiled nicely despite the threat he brought in his words.
Eeteuk felt his heart stop. He tried to believe that it must be a nightmare but he knew it wasn’t when he felt Kyuhyun caressing his cheek. This one was too real compared to any of his nightmares.
“When…?” he asked with weak voice, almost whispering.
Kyuhyun smiled, stopping his hand on Eeteuk’s soft lips, “After our intimate action in Super Show concert and our kiss in Sukira, I knew that my feeling for you beyond what I felt to the others, beyond than a respect dongsaeng to his hyung,” he explained.
Those words suddenly kicked Eeteuk brain. He was too naïve, he knew that Kyuhyun always look at him with adoration… but love? It never crossed his mind.
“Would you let me go?” he pleaded. “You want me to let you go? To that stupid raccoon?” the taller asked bluntly. Eeteuk sighed despite of growing anger in his body. How could he call Kangin stupid?! After all efforts he made for his group, their group, their family... His tears poured down his cheek.
“That’s not what I mean… I just don’t want someone found us here, in this state,” he tried to give a reason. “Because if you want to do more than this…” Eeteuk closed his eyes, trying to regain his composure. He kissed his dongsaeng slow but passionate, he could feel his cheek reddened and Kyuhyun kissed him back, forcing his tongue all the way to his hyung, intertwining with his. Eeteuk pulled away, trying to catch his breath, he blushed, “I want to do it in some private, locked room…”
Kyuhyun grinned with the idea, his lips against with the older’s, desperately interlocking with Eeteuk's, leaving him breathless. “I know that you will eventually be mine,” he whispered intimately with his seducing voice. Eeteuk wanted to throw up, he couldn’t stop the sick feeling in his stomach, but he managed to find his voice, “I’m sorry I didn’t realize it early…”
Kyuhyun released his hands and walked to lock the door. Eeteuk took a deep breath and gave his dimple smiled, embracing his youngest member.
I’m sorry Youngwoon.
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Eeteuk bit his bottom lip, trying to restrict his moan. Kyuhyun put himself above the leader. He kissed him roughly, raw and needy. His hands quickly unbuttoned his shirt, touching every aspect of his body, his lips trailing down his cheek to his collarbone, licking him in most erotic way, leaving red marks on his delicate skin here and there.
“I love you, Park Jungsu… You’re mine and mine only,” he whispered it while caressing his tight. “No one allowed to touch you as I am,” he said it possessively, tears started to gather in Eeteuk’s eyes but he hold it back. He couldn’t put his members, his family in danger. He would take all responsibilities.
He was the leader, the umma of the family and without his appa beside him, he needed to make sure this family would stay together because they only had each other. He didn’t regret his choice. He couldn’t. He already lost his precious friend, he couldn’t bear losing anyone anymore.
Whatever the cost…
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Huff… comment and constructive critics always welcomed :D
And if you find some error in my grammar and English, please tell me :D
Pairing: Leeteuk / Kyuhyun / Kyuteuk, very slight Kangteuk
Disclaimer: All the members belong to themselves and SME
Rating : PG - 13
Genre: Angst / Romance
Word count: 1500
Warning: Evil Kyuhyun / Light smut
NB: Sequel to Freefall but it can read separately
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It already past eleven at night and all members was out celebrating their victory in Golden Daesang Award except two, the youngest and the eldest. The youngest said he was in bad condition, meanwhile the oldest felt responsible to take care his magnae, assuring his other members to enjoy their party without them.
But it seemed it wasn’t the real reason…
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"Please… Stop it," he gasped, suppressing his fear. He was trapped.
“I won’t…” he smiled while pinning the other’s hands to the wall behind him. “You lied to me, now… I want you to let me go… I have to visit Kangin,” in second his glowing eyes became darken, he hissed, his voice low and dangerous, “Tell me… Why you choose him instead of me?” his grab tightening painfully around his wrists.
“What do you mean?” the smaller one heartbeat quickened. He leaned in to him, barely inch away. He could feel his deep breath. “I’m the magnae of the group… And the most good looking one, why you love him rather than me?” he repeated coldly.
“Kyuhyun…” that’s the only one escaped from his small lips.
“Does that person more important than me?” Eeteuk couldn’t understand what he was talking about. Why he had to be jealous? “He’s just close friend of mine,” he answered.
“Don’t lie… I know you’ve lied to me…” His gaze focused on his eyes, making him shiver through his spine. “I didn’t lie…” Eeteuk knitted his eyebrow, slightly affraid with the younger action.
“Then, tell me the truth,” Kyuhyun commanded. His eyes fenetrated deep inside the older’s. “I swear I didn’t, we’re just friend,” he answered in confusion. “Why you act like this, honey?” he called him with his favorite nickname.
Kyuhyun considered for a moment. “You always with him… He even declared himself as your guardian,” Eeteuk frowned, “It’s just for our fans… And why you act like a jealous boy…“ Kyuhyun suddenly closed his lips over Eeteuk’s. His leader shocked with the sudden attack, the magnae breaking the kiss. He trailed his lips up to his ear, nibbling his ear. The smaller shivered through his spine with the alien sensation and his dongsaeng whispered slowly, “You don’t know? You really don’t know?”
Eeteuk eyes widen with realization, his head was bombarded with horror, “This… this is wrong,” he took a deep breath, “…We’re member of Super Junior and to put in the first place… we are both boys!” Kyuhyun pulled away but kept his hand on Eeteuk’s. He glared at his hyung, almost overwhelming.
“Don’t give me that damn stupid reason!” his voice high with anger, driving Eeteuk in fear. He never mad like this before. “You always hug him, kiss him, hold his hand so cheerfully!!” he yelled but deep inside, Eeteuk could feel his pained voice and wondered how could this happen, “It was just a fan service, honey,” he tried to place his hand on the younger boy shoulder, assuring him, but he dodged it.
“How could you be so blind?” Kyuhyun looked at him directly on his eyes. The other gave him questioning look. “Don’t you know the reason he drunk and called you nowhere in the middle of night, made an excuse to pick him up? He did that so he could be with you! He tried to make you his!“ Kyuhyun punched the wall beside Eeteuk head, his body trembling with rage.
“It…it can’t be…” the blonde man shivered. “We are close friend… that’s why…” he startled when hearing his dongsaeng laugh. It was sarcastic and fearing, “That’s why he driving while he was under alcohol influence although he knew that he could call you whenever he needed you?!” Eeteuk face showing puzzled look, “What… What do you mean…?”
“I told him…” the black haired boy smirked, “I told him that you’re mine and he shouldn’t get on our way,” and while listening to that strange, cruel voice, Eeteuk’s eyes blurred with tears. “That’s why he stop calling you and busying himself in soju but… he just an alcoholic after all,” his laughter really shrinking Eeteuk’s heart. “…And that accident happened,” his intimidating gaze met him.
“I don’t know who you are… You’re not Kyuhyun… Kyuhyun really loves his hyung and never did something so cruel…” his voice trembled. “And you should show some respects to your hyung! Don’t ‘he’ him! He has a name for god sake!”
The magnae smirked, “See? You always take his side,” leaned his body toward his hyung. The leader wanted to lash his frustration out, “He is Kangin, our beloved friend, our beloved appa!” suddenly, Kyuhyun crashed his lips upon Eeteuk’s, silencing his words. “That also my reason disliking him,” he murmured against his leader’s lips. “Umma and Appa? Don’t make me laugh… I told you he tried to make you his with this stupid family relationship,” the corner of his lips slightly upward.
“Please, give my Kyuhyun back… I don’t know who is the one talking before me right now…” his eyes brimming with tears.
“You clearly don’t know me… I’ll do anything to make you mine, whatever the cost,” he leaned closer to his leader, stealing his breath away.
“Please, you put our family in difficult state,” a sad expression revealed on Eeteuk face.
“I said whatever the cost, even it means to smash this family down,” he smiled nicely despite the threat he brought in his words.
Eeteuk felt his heart stop. He tried to believe that it must be a nightmare but he knew it wasn’t when he felt Kyuhyun caressing his cheek. This one was too real compared to any of his nightmares.
“When…?” he asked with weak voice, almost whispering.
Kyuhyun smiled, stopping his hand on Eeteuk’s soft lips, “After our intimate action in Super Show concert and our kiss in Sukira, I knew that my feeling for you beyond what I felt to the others, beyond than a respect dongsaeng to his hyung,” he explained.
Those words suddenly kicked Eeteuk brain. He was too naïve, he knew that Kyuhyun always look at him with adoration… but love? It never crossed his mind.
“Would you let me go?” he pleaded. “You want me to let you go? To that stupid raccoon?” the taller asked bluntly. Eeteuk sighed despite of growing anger in his body. How could he call Kangin stupid?! After all efforts he made for his group, their group, their family... His tears poured down his cheek.
“That’s not what I mean… I just don’t want someone found us here, in this state,” he tried to give a reason. “Because if you want to do more than this…” Eeteuk closed his eyes, trying to regain his composure. He kissed his dongsaeng slow but passionate, he could feel his cheek reddened and Kyuhyun kissed him back, forcing his tongue all the way to his hyung, intertwining with his. Eeteuk pulled away, trying to catch his breath, he blushed, “I want to do it in some private, locked room…”
Kyuhyun grinned with the idea, his lips against with the older’s, desperately interlocking with Eeteuk's, leaving him breathless. “I know that you will eventually be mine,” he whispered intimately with his seducing voice. Eeteuk wanted to throw up, he couldn’t stop the sick feeling in his stomach, but he managed to find his voice, “I’m sorry I didn’t realize it early…”
Kyuhyun released his hands and walked to lock the door. Eeteuk took a deep breath and gave his dimple smiled, embracing his youngest member.
I’m sorry Youngwoon.
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Eeteuk bit his bottom lip, trying to restrict his moan. Kyuhyun put himself above the leader. He kissed him roughly, raw and needy. His hands quickly unbuttoned his shirt, touching every aspect of his body, his lips trailing down his cheek to his collarbone, licking him in most erotic way, leaving red marks on his delicate skin here and there.
“I love you, Park Jungsu… You’re mine and mine only,” he whispered it while caressing his tight. “No one allowed to touch you as I am,” he said it possessively, tears started to gather in Eeteuk’s eyes but he hold it back. He couldn’t put his members, his family in danger. He would take all responsibilities.
He was the leader, the umma of the family and without his appa beside him, he needed to make sure this family would stay together because they only had each other. He didn’t regret his choice. He couldn’t. He already lost his precious friend, he couldn’t bear losing anyone anymore.
Whatever the cost…
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Huff… comment and constructive critics always welcomed :D
And if you find some error in my grammar and English, please tell me :D