I totally get the stressed feeling, I mean I get to the point where I'm so effing stressed that I go to a weekly counseling office group for it. And I think you could find it really valuble if you want. You're goals are not pointless, without goals life is nothing. If you don't have anything to strive for or to live for your life is wasted. God didn't create you and he doesn't love you so you give up on yourself. He loves you and he won't ever give you more than what you can handle. That's probably the biggest thing for me, to realize that God knows what he's doing, and he knows I can handle this otherwise he wouldn't have given it to me. It's so hard to find that thing to make you feel better, SO HARD. Believe me I go through that ALL THE TIME. Confidence is so so so hard. You have to fake it and I mean, Stef Gard, you do an amazing job of it. You are honestly one of the most amazing people on the entire universe, and God has blessed me with you in my life. I love you and care about you, and I'm always here for you.
Rachel, it's so difficult to realize how important God is in my life! I feel like I keep drifting away and I feel really happy to have you here to lean on! seriously, you make me realize how i have to keep God in my life at all times and its hard sometimes but I know I can do it. Its so hard to believe in him when so many people bring you down, but when I see you doing a good job at it, I feel like I can! You are such a good person to talk to because you get me and you understand where i come from! You are just so easy to talk to and I feel like I can trust you with everything! I know that I have to fake confidence, but some days its just overwhelming with having to live up to my brothers name in speech, getting good grades, and balancing that with looking like a DVD, desert vista diva :) Thank you for being here, and Thank you for your advice! Me and you will always be close and I love that!
I don't know what it is, but recently I've been feeling closer to god then ever and I love that God used you to get to me. God is just it for me, like I don't know how I functioned without him and Jesus, like gah I can't even explain it. I'm glad you see me as a good person to lean on! And God's always there watching over you. I try! All the time! I love you and care about you and I feel the same about you! You're one of my best friends ever. It really is, and I'm so sorry you feel like you have to live up to your brothers name in speech, b/c you already are! You're so amazing! Anytime girlie! Anytime.
i know exactly how you are feeling stefanie. You work so hard and place everything behind you just to accomplish this goal and then you feel like you're not even succeding. Trust me when I say that it will pay off, and maybe you just cannot see it right now, but it will. Just pray about it and I'll pray for ya too! :]
Thank you so much, Meredith! I feel like sometimes I am the only one who is not succeeding, but people just play there cool unlike me! Thanks for your prayers, they help plenty :)
I'm sorry for freaking out on you todayyy. I know you are stressed and have ALOT going onn...it was just the fact that Vic was telling to do all these things, and people we getting upset at me. But no matter what happensss...I'm here for you buddy :] We are hanging out saturday after the tourneyyy...and we'll talkk...just about lifeee...and share our dreams, and just enlighten ourselves :]] it will be the besttt. Hang in there. So many people care about you, and love you. You are amazing...never let anything or anyone try and tell you differentlyyy
It's totally fine chase, i was the freaker outer :) haha I just feel stressed right now, and I get angry and bipolar and its insane! haha but thank you for being here, thanks for caring about me and not just pretending to care, it honestly means so much! and i am excited to talk, it will be good!
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You are such a good person to talk to because you get me and you understand where i come from! You are just so easy to talk to and I feel like I can trust you with everything!
I know that I have to fake confidence, but some days its just overwhelming with having to live up to my brothers name in speech, getting good grades, and balancing that with looking like a DVD, desert vista diva :)
Thank you for being here, and Thank you for your advice! Me and you will always be close and I love that!
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I try! All the time! I love you and care about you and I feel the same about you! You're one of my best friends ever.
It really is, and I'm so sorry you feel like you have to live up to your brothers name in speech, b/c you already are! You're so amazing!
Anytime girlie! Anytime.
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Thanks for your prayers, they help plenty :)
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I'm sorry for freaking out on you todayyy. I know you are stressed and have ALOT going onn...it was just the fact that Vic was telling to do all these things, and people we getting upset at me. But no matter what happensss...I'm here for you buddy :] We are hanging out saturday after the tourneyyy...and we'll talkk...just about lifeee...and share our dreams, and just enlighten ourselves :]] it will be the besttt. Hang in there. So many people care about you, and love you. You are amazing...never let anything or anyone try and tell you differentlyyy
I Love Ya!!
<3 Chase
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:) haha I just feel stressed right now, and I get angry and bipolar and its insane!
haha
but thank you for being here, thanks for caring about me and not just pretending to care, it honestly means so much!
and i am excited to talk, it will be good!
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