why?

year: a period of three hundred and sixty-five disappointments.

i find that i cry myself to sleep all too often.

i'm sitting at home; alone again. i hate it when people make a promise to do something and they don't do it. so, you know how it goes; you give them another chance and pretend it's not a big deal, even though it is. then it still doesn't happen and it makes you wonder if they even care. story of my life, i guess. three cheers for contradiction ( Read more... )

school starts soon. it's bittersweet. i'm trying to get up early every day so that i can actually be on time for my classes this year. i love my new apartment. i hate working. i love the kids at my work though. there is this one kid, he's like three, my friend courtney calls him crazy face. it's awesome because he's got this huge smile and ( Read more... )

saw buckethead on thursday. fricking awesome. moved all my things into my new apartment on friday. fricking sucked, but my friend brian helped me. i bought him subway for dinner. saturday i cleaned and organized. yay. today i'm going indoor rockclimbing with drew and his mom. drew doesn't know how it works. this should be fun. as soon as ( Read more... )

i get to see buckethead on thursday. hooray.

so, michelle and i weren't talking and i felt very ignored and left out. she would make plans right in front of me and not invite me, even though i used to hang out with those people all the time before i started staying with her. it wasn't the fact that i wasn't invited that bothered me; i surely would not try to invite myself, but the fact that ( Read more... )

remember the girl that i'm staying with, michelle? she brought home six more kittens. running total = ten cats currently in the apartment. eek.

i got the apartment that i was waiting to hear approval from! i'm so excited because i really like it. it's a small, but very cute studio. i'll post pictures when i get my keys. i move in next friday. i'm staying at my friend michelle's apartment right now and she has cats. her two cats are very relaxed and i enjoy their company; however, she ( Read more... )